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1.6.10



Good evening readers.
Today is Fuck My Life day.
I've got scolded by my dad in the morning.
It spoiled my mood for the entire day.
I can't help it when he blames and accused me things that i didn't do at all. 
The person that i thought i can depend on, makes my mood really down.
I cried. Witness was Fit. I told her every single thing that she doesn't know what's happening to me when i am at home. 
I am currently in a depression.
What makes me more depress is that i've lost weight drastically, yet i have an enormous appetite. 
I may have some health problem that i have yet to know.
Thanks to my stubbornness, i have yet to see the doctor.
Gosh, i feel like a jinx really.
It's like i am a troublemaker of peace.
Destroyer of happiness that is around me.
I think if i didn't exist, the world would be a better place to live in. 
Oh well. Fuck my jinxed life. 

Hatred is beauty, 6/01/2010 09:25:00 PM.

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