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23.6.09

DOOMSDAY II IS DRAWING NEARER!
I MIGHT BE COMING DOWN TO SUPPORT ALL THE 8 BANDS ON THAT DAY!
I'M SO GONNA SUPPORT BELEDEC & MELANCHOLY'S DOWNFALL!
NOT GONNA MENTION ABOUT THE REST COS I BET ALMOST EVERYONE GONNA HEADBANG THEIR HEADS TO THE GROUND!
I JUST HOPE THAT I HAVE ENOUGH KACHINGS!


LET'S SEEK AND FVCKING DESTROYYYY! \m/

FOR NOW,
TILL THEN!

Syarmilla Hetfield.♥

Hatred is beauty, 6/23/2009 09:35:00 PM.
22.6.09

Hey hey hey hey!
I'm here yaw!
LOL!
At where?
At Fit baby's place!
Was at her place at 10.30am.
But went off at 11.30am to buy something and now i'm back here again!


It was fun to hang out at her place.
Adli was here, same goes for my nieces.
But Adli went off to meet Anthony.
Okay, will update later.


Chaoz.

Syarmilla Hetfield.♥

Hatred is beauty, 6/22/2009 01:56:00 PM.
20.6.09

Children Of A Worthless God

Brainwashed into madness,
your children are killers without fear
Manipulate and dominate,
stealing their lives for your hate
Twisted perverted minds,
think as we do or you die
Demagogue, fanatical tyrant
a false prophet seething with lies

I you fear, seeing through your lies
You I fear, raping of innocent minds

Follow us blindly or die like a dog
Blood mixed with sand for this holy war
Your saviors a killer, you die for Allah
You are all children of a worthless god

Propagation of violence
your one god a disease upon man
Execution, crucifixion
the answer for those not in your plan
The penalty for contempt against your god
is death and nothing else
Ignorant infidels
are subhuman and will all burn in hell

I you fear, seeing through your lies
You I fear, raping of innocent minds

Follow us blindly or die like a dog
Blood mixed with sand for this holy war
Your saviors a killer, you die for Allah
You are all children of a worthless god

Smite the perverts and the obstinate
praising the death of the free
United States of Islam
that's what you would like it to be
Violate the unbelievers
praising crimes against man
Human rights mean nothing
Doctrine of death a scourge upon man

I you fear, seeing through your lies
You I fear, raping of innocent minds

Follow us blindly or die like a dog
Blood mixed with sand for this holy war
Your saviors a killer, you die for Allah
You are all children of a worthless god.



Wicked, weird song i must say.

But i have to say that the tunes of this song is such an orgasm to my ears.

No matter what, you may listen, but don't be too much influence from these lyrics.

I listen cos i love the riffs and the drumming of this song.

And mind you, it's from a thrash metal band, and it's none other than Exodus.

All hail Exodus!

Freaking hails!

Haha.



I must get more of the new Exodus than the old one.


Till then.


Syarmilla Hetfield.♥


Hatred is beauty, 6/20/2009 06:27:00 PM.
17.6.09


For all Metallifans out there.
For those who still didn't get the info yet.
Try to make it and support the three bands that is mentioned on the poster.
A tribute to the Four Horsemen that is.
I'm not attending but just letting you guys know about it. :)


Anyways, i can't stand being rotting at home. Let the weekends come faster.
Or better to have school.
I wanna study and see and talk cock with my friends
.
Now, I need to settle down for my Prelims.
So that i am ready for N level as well.
Holy holy. How i wish i'm still in Sec 3.
I miss the VERY good times last year.
Now, the system has change.
Totally different. No more relaxing mind, but more to chaotic mind!

Oh cheese grater, how i wish i can have my own time space machine and go back to the past but it's totally impossible, unlogic idea.


Now the bonus question is,
CAN I GET MY GOOD TIMES ROLLING BACK?
Syarmilla Hetfield.♥


Hatred is beauty, 6/17/2009 09:05:00 PM.
16.6.09

HOLY HOLY HOLY SHIIIIT!
Grabbed from Fit, again!On stage singing Master of Puppets with Mercenarian! \m/

Off stage, but still holding the mic! Ahaha!
Headbanging to Mercenarian. Spot me headbanging with Alesha and Honey! :D



Okay, i hope no other pics anymore.
I'm tired of uploading bunch of pics whereas the uploader is damn friggin' slow!

I'm rotting at home all day long.
& I'm missing honey a lot now!
Ahhh, can you like shift to this area so that i can see your face almost everyday.
Ahahaha. :P

I would want to hug you damn tight right now and crack some lame jokes with you as well.
And the privacy is only between the two of us.
No, not that kind of privacy! -___-
But privacy as in the conversation and romance. :)


Okay, shoot me now gundus and I wanna listen to some MEGATALLICA!
*grins*

P/S: Iwilllovenoonebutonlyyouhoney.:)

Syarmilla Hetfield.♥

Hatred is beauty, 6/16/2009 09:36:00 PM.
15.6.09
























2nd post!
Loads of pics!
Thanks Fit and Azri! :D
Let the pics do the story telling. LOL
.


& before i'm off,

I totally love this pic.
I L Y honey! :)


Hatred is beauty, 6/15/2009 08:10:00 PM.

The only pics i got from Azri!
Azri! Gua mau banyak banyak lagiiiiiiiiii! :D

Honey! Why the sad face uhhh? :P

The chicks are far off better than the men! \m/
Enjoy-ing the gig!
Not seen fully, but effing awesome!
My another bie, Azri soon-to-be-kentangloro!! xD


P/S: I'm rotting at home, spring cleaning my room and the living room. Help me!
I wanna get out of this house! RAWR! MOOO! MEOW!
Shut up la motherpussy. -__-

Syarmilla Hetfield.♥

Hatred is beauty, 6/15/2009 04:39:00 PM.
14.6.09

Yesterday's gig was hella awesome!
MOSHING & HEADBANG IS A MUST FOR ME IN A GIG!
Messiah's band was freaking awesome.
Eveyone was like singing along.
Memnoch Imperia was awesome mosome too!
I was moshing and headbang like as if there's no tomorrow.
Chey bedek!
Carrie and Krisis ain't that bad too!
Unfortunately, it was their last gig. Sadded! :(
Next was Mercenarian!
They perform Ride the Sky, Flight of Icarus, Valhalla(?), Ikrar Perwira, another malay song that i dont know the title, and MASTER OF PUPPETS!!!!!!!!!!!!!! :D
We were like moshing and all, and Maan Rosewood says, "This song is dedicated to Syarmilla."

Sumpah aku jaw-dropped!
Aper lagi, aku gi depan nak headbang, but people were like pushing me and all.
So i hopped to the stage.
Teros saaaaaaaap, Maan Rosewood gave me the mic and let me sing!
SUMPAH AKU KEKEK! xD
Aku gore la, nyanyi la, macam macam uh!
Okay, aku tgh kembang gilerrrrrrrrr skrg.
Aku tak bedek siol.
People were singing along. Yeayyyyyyyyy. Aku suka aku suka.
To some people, thanks for the compliment.
Korg nak aku jadi Guest Vox korg, aku sure no prob!
AHAHAHAHAHAH!
Thanks tau abg Maan! Sayaaaaaaaaaaang kau! :D

And i went home at 8.30pm.
Got lectured by eldest bro.
Whatever siol.
Already married care for your family la takyah nak masok hal sia.
Dah sah bapak kasi balik kol 9.
Cb!

Okay whatever. Ytd after the first band performed, both of us talked about the matter.
I do believe what he said.
& I do still love him.
I don't understand why SOME people wanna make a bloody rumour that he has a girl.
Doesn't makes sense. If he has already one, he would tell me by now.
He's not in the wrong. He didn't ruin your life asshole.
Why make up a story you fvcktard?!
And what did you say in a recent tag?
"Get a life, girl?"
It's YOU AND YOU GET A A FREAKING LIFE!
You're a coward aren't you? By not putting your real name in that tagboard so people won't recognise you.
Seriously, if you have grudges on him, stand out and confront him damn it.
Don't be such a loser behind the comp screen.
As i said before, INTERNET TROLLING IS RETARDED!

You know i love you. Let others talk bad things behind our back.
But we've gotta be strong.
Let these losers make their fingers and mouth tired sooner or later.
The one that starts the fire, he himself will end it.

Syarmilla Hetfield.♥

Hatred is beauty, 6/14/2009 08:17:00 PM.
12.6.09











Pics above were taken yesterday. The guy in green is Anthony!
He's sixteen and he's actually from the Philippines and he's a PR for 9 years already.
I wanna tell a story which makes me feel that i'm nuts.
After Adli went for jamming at Outram Park, we headed down to Tamp.
But as were at Tanah Merah station, there's this BALD guy, wearing a metal band tee and his face is SOOOO familiar.
He happen to sit beside me.
And i have the feeling that i might be right or i might be wrong as well.
So, Fit, Adli and Anthony were on the other cabin.
I moved my mouth like, OI! OSHIEGOO!
KADIR!
Fit, "EH?!"
Me, "AKU RASA UH."
So as we reached Tamp, Fit ask me to approach him ask him if it was REALLY Kadir.
At first i dont want, scared wrong person.
My opportunity is worth it!
I tap his shoulder, and went, "Hey, are you Kadir, Oshiego's vox?"
And he said, "Yes.'
ME AND FIT WAS HAPPY AS HEEEEEEEELLLL!
Kay, jakon uh but HE FVCKING SIT BESIDE ME LA SIOL!!!!!!
As we went down from the staircase, he told us to purchase the band's EP at Hell's Labyrinth.
So all the wayy, i went "OMG OMG OMG KADIRKADIRKADIRKADIR!
DIER DUDUK SEBELAH AKU!!! WHEEE!"
Sumpah aku giler!
HAHAHA.

Oh people, me pierce me lips aka snakebites!
Wheewooo!
Thanks Fit & Vin!!

OH OH OH OH OH!
TMR GOT GIG!
A ROCK & METAL GIG!
I'M GOIIING!
AHHAHAH!
K till then.
FISH OFF!

Syarmilla Hetfield.♥

Hatred is beauty, 6/12/2009 08:23:00 PM.
9.6.09

Sorry for the inactive blog.
Currently, I'm down with fever and flu.
Thanks to last sunday, as i went swimming with Ting Qin.
Bloody swine!
Hopefully, I'll get to recover by tomorrow.
I wanna go school and study.
Weird, I am, I know.
Cos our freaking VP and DM is not in school.
So it's like we're having honeymoon.
Okay it's so random that i came out with that word.
Fvck man, no such thing as honeymoon for me.
Prelim is less than 2 months?
How chaotic my mind could be.
Have to set my targets just for once.
Have to.
HAVE TO!
Totally buck up, no more sleeping in class, no more joking around in class.
No hanging out after school, which is impossible, cos i do that almost every day.
Geeeeeez!
I wanna score the grades that i wanna score for each subjects:

English- A2, B3,B4.
Maths- B3 or B4
Combined Science- A2 or B3
Combined Humans- C5 AT LEAST! I KNOW I CAN PASS JUST THAT I'M DARN LAZY!!!!!!
F&N- B3 or B4 or better if i can score A2.
Malay- A2 PLEEEEEEASE SO THAT I DO NOT NEED TO GO FOR MOTHER TONGUE LESSONS!!!!!!!!! LET ME DONE IT AND OVER WITH!!!!!! :D

YES, ME CAN DO IT DUMB DUMB! !

Yes yes yes, I'm hoping to score that high for my Malay. Never in my secondary school life i have scored A2, but this is the only chance. Oh God! I KNOW I CAN!
I remembered that i scored my PSLE Malay an A. -___-.
Sorry, it just gushed into my brain.
WEIRD!

Till then. :D

To Guest, FVCK YOU UH!

Syarmilla Hetfield.♥

Hatred is beauty, 6/09/2009 08:56:00 PM.
4.6.09

Happy 18th Belated Birthday to .... Imran!
:D
Finally, that someone is ALREADY legal.
Awesome surprise bday party at 159 with a bunch of monkeys.
A million thanks to Siraj's mum for making the cake.
Sedaaaaaaaaaaaap sey. :D
At least, myself and Atika ader sikit contribution uh.
And Imran was touched. So happy for him.

Actually, we waited for An, Mizan, Rae, Chris, Lemon and Siraj for like 3 hours!
& the only ones at 159 was Nat, Shareen, Imran and I. Mendaksxz.
So the thing is, the three of us, except for Im had to be DAAAAAAAAAMN patient for 3 bloody hours sitting and rotting and act as if that we don't know anything. To keep us not feeling bored, we bought 3 big bottles.
And yes, the two bottles were already open, left with 7-up. Kesian siak 7-up tu berpeluh!! HAHA!
And those people purposely came late, just to make Imran pissed off.
PADAHAL AKU PON PISSED OFF! xD
Korg nyer 4.30 macam aper siaa.
But overall, gerekxzs. :D
Luckily i felt contented. If nooooooooot.... INCOMING! xD
Back to home at 8.45pm.
And I'm tireeeeeed.
TMR SCH LA FVCK!
Grrr. K chiaoz. I'm dying... JK.

Syarmilla Hetfield.♥

Hatred is beauty, 6/04/2009 10:34:00 PM.
1.6.09

Today's O level malay paper was an average one.
Not too easy and and not too difficult.
Manage to do ALL the questions.
But I'm totally not confident in "peribahasa" section.
My mind went totally blank when it comes to answering the 5 questions.
But as for the comprehension, it was okay. Tricky but can be managed.

Tomorrow, another day i'm gonna axe it.
F&N PRACTICAL EXAM!
So not prepared for it dudes.
The dish that i am not well-prepared to cook/bake is Chicken Potpie.
It's like the toughest dish ov all man.
I'm doing Macaroni cheese, Custard and that.
At least these two are easy to bake/cook.
But Chicken Potpie is like an "underground" dish sia.
I mean I'm the only retarded one that chose the freaking dish cos I have no idea what dish am i gonna cook/bake.
I chose these dishes just for the sake of the theme "CALCIUM"!


But I'm really glad that O level MT is finally over and done with, just left with Oral and LC, which just need to be heck care of. :D

Oh, consider this month as holidays?
So not.
I mean for the first two weeks i have to go back to school just for bloody In Focus.
Isn't holidays are meant for us to relax our mind?!!!!!!
I hate the school system a lot.
They're provoking my brains to explode a.s.a.p really.
_|_ _|_ !!!!!!


Syarmilla Hetfield.♥

Hatred is beauty, 6/01/2009 09:38:00 PM.

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