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29.4.09

Not going to update regularly and will be on hiatus VERY soon.

By the way, good luck to you guys whose taking MYE.

Exams will officially launch tomorrow & 6th May.

Sorry for the inconvenience.



THANK YOU.

Syarmilla Hetfield.♥

Hatred is beauty, 4/29/2009 09:33:00 PM.
26.4.09

































Last Friday, after we OFFICIALLY passed out from NPCC, the girls bathed and change to their clothes for almost one hour! xD


The pics above were taken last Friday, during POP Nite. It was a simple, yet it's sweet and fabulous. I was damn happy that Tango has finally passed out from NPCC after 4 years in commiting in NP life. Happy that we no need to go NPCC every Friday, no lectures and blah blah blah. So goddamn happy! Yet, i felt sad cos we have no more Bintan trip, no more ATC camps for us. :(.


Oh yes, last Friday's POP clashes with Fauzi's Bday. (Look above with the guy that has been sabotaged with a cake on his face. LOL.)


Okay, cut it. After the farewell party, which ends at about 8:45pm, myself, Bobo, Kecik, Nurul, Mastura, Amnah, Wesley, Yun Xin, Terence, Fauzi, Danial Hakim, Azraei, Syafiq Azfarkhan, Hakim and Namirah (Az's gf) went to Simpang Bedok and eat. The others, Sherlyn, Widad, Zhe Ming, Syakiran, Rahman, Vincent, Matthew were not with us. How saddening, but we carry on and we eat whole-heartedly. It was fun man. We laughed and talked crap alot there. We should do this more often Tangos. :)


After that, all went home. Me and Bobo lepak-ed around her area. Listen to songs. Then came Amnah and her boyfie. Talked, laughing out loud alot! xD


And reached home almost 12am.


Oh yes, don't i look like a pros in wearing that dress? xD.. Okay fine, I'm crapping here again! :P



P/S: I told you. I look like one in wearing that dress. :P

AKU NAK GI SWIMMING LAGIIIIIIIIIIIIIII! FISH YOU RAIN!

Syarmilla Hetfield.♥


Hatred is beauty, 4/26/2009 01:06:00 PM.
23.4.09

Tired tired tired. :)

Will be forever tired this year. Yeay!
Oh yes, tomorrow's POP Nite!
CAN'T FVCKING WAIT TO STEP DOWN!

But.

I'll miss my 4 years in NPCC life. :(

I'll miss everyone except the Teacher Officers. (kcvf uoy nmad ti!)

Damn fvcking unfair to "not-so-smart students" and merepek to the core.
Yes, i have to blurt it out. I hate Miss Peng for some reasons.
I don't give a damn if anyone of you wanna report for this. You're being too loyal to the law.

7 more days to mid year.


Nervous but am totally prepared for it, but to hell with Combined Humanites. (look above, who's the teacher, lol)

Oh yes, I will not be going out for this and next week. Preparation for exam. Fuiyoooo. My head's gonna explode soo sooooon! x)


P/S: I wanna see you so badly. I miss you and i still love youuuuuuuuuuuu. :) + :( = Tak tau sey! Haiseyyy!

Last few words, I've lost 5 kg in total. Not a good sign. :P

Syarmilla Hetfield.♥

Hatred is beauty, 4/23/2009 10:01:00 PM.
20.4.09

FVCK MY COMP!
CAN'T UPLOAD PICS! >.<
LAGGY KEBABAI SAK!

Okay, long story short.
After my NPCC Fancy Drill training, lepak-ed with Vin, Fit, Han Gothic, Adli and others at 58.
It's been quite some time since i hang out with them.
And to be honest, i like Han's haircut! ^^
Macam cool. Tapi fringe maha emo style siak. xD
But overall, lawaaaaaaa! :D

Ahhh, Fit's getting cuter man!
And i miss hugging her. xD
Vin's face is like getting mature, but prettier. :)
But sadly, Ayam and Fally tak ader. :(
K nvm, tmr after infocus lepak with them again! :D


P/S: If only we're still hold on together.... Haish. :(

Syarmilla Hetfield.♥


Hatred is beauty, 4/20/2009 10:03:00 PM.
19.4.09

Went to Tampines Swimming Complex with Ting Qin! Sadly, I didn't snap pics with her cos she can't be bothered to take pics. Oh wells. It's been a long time since I've gone swimming. Oh my gosh! How sad that i almost don't know how to swim sia! Fvck!
Nevermind that, at least i didn't drown. :D
After that, went to Tamp 1, AGAIN! xD
Sadly, the promotion was over since yesterday.
And Ting Qin said, "Haiya, people know you already la. You very famous here."
And my reaction was -__-.
I wanna sing agaiiin!
And yes, Ting Qin shot a vid of me singing The Memory Remains! WARGHH! Ey Tengteng, don't deleeeeeeeete it! >.<
Btw, mind my pics, they're ugly. Hooray. (sarcasticly)
Oh, now i realise that my hair is TOTALLY black! :D

R.I.P browny hair. Heheh.
Okay, guess what? Tmr's school.
Didn't expect to be that fast since we have 6 days of school this week and only one day off.
Best ey? Kepala aku boleh meletup siao!
11 days to blast for mid-year! Wooohoo! -_-


Syarmilla Hetfield.♥

Hatred is beauty, 4/19/2009 08:49:00 PM.
18.4.09

Raimy's parrot! :D


Carnival Day was an average one i must say.
Though the weather is so hot, but i manage to go with the flow.

After the Carnival, myself, Ting Qin and Joseph went to Tamp 1 for window shopping.
We went to Challenger, happened to have promotion for Guitar Hero Metallica!!

At first, it was the experts demonstration, after that, it was the audience turn.
The guitarists and the drummer was the expert's sons, but there we re no vocalist.
And the host ask the audience to suggest a song, and i shouteed "Master of Puppets!". Sekali kan, AKU JUGAK YANG KENE NYANYI DEPAN ORANG! xD
At first Master of Puppets was a fail one, cos the riffings are difficult, and i change it to The Memory Remains, followed by Enter Sandman and All Nightmare Long! Woah! I swear i was singing whole-heartedly! xD

After that, the host kept praising me that i have a nice vocals. :D
Even the host listens to Metallica for hell's sake dudes!
Woaaaaah siaaak! I wanna buy guitar hero uh! Macam best gitu! Wooooooooo!
Can i have one please? MACAM BEEEEEST!
Ahh, along the way i could growl with that wireless mic! FUIYOOO! xD

Syarmilla Hetfield.♥


Hatred is beauty, 4/18/2009 08:38:00 PM.
15.4.09











PICS WERE TAKEN DURING CHEM INFOCUS OUTSIDE TRAINING ROOM! CONGRATS 4N3!
We've made history by having lesson outside classroom and no room and under the not-so-warm sun! :D







My class, what do you all expect. Lol. Earlier, Mr Tan said we're gonna have lesson at the parade square. Come InFocus, we reminded him again, and yes, he was serious on having lesson at the parade square. After that, he went to find something, and ask him what is he looking for. And his answer was, "Looking for whiteboard". Aku boleh layankan lagi. I said, "Cher, training room got one whiteboard i think." HAHA!


But in the end, he teach us by mahjong papers! Cool ke paaaa~.


I swear it was fun, although it's kinda warm. & some of us said, we're from LDCs. Learning education without shelter! HAHA!

Ohohohoh i have to tell you guys hilarious so called prank we did on Azuandy! xD


Okay, here's how it went. Maths lesson almost ended, but there's one qns that i have to ask Mdm Low badly. And there i go, shouted "MDM LOW!". Then Azraei said to me, "Oi! Diam larh!" And i said, "Asal???". "Kiter nak anuh Azuandy" he said. Azuandy was sleeping, but Gavin did sleep as well but we wake him up. Haha, how bias! :P


After Maths was CE. We had to go to the training room as ordered by Mr Tan.


One by one, we left the classroom quietly. All of us did it. All lights are off, except for the ceiling fans. And we were outside laughing like mad but silently.


After Azfar locked up, Azraei was still inside, just to make sure the door was locked silently.


He went out by the window that has no window panes at all.


APA LAGI! KITER KETAWA KUAT2 PON DIER TAK BANGUN!! HAHAHAHAHHA! WE'RE SO MEAN! xD


By 2:15pm, in the training room, i was the first one to see him from far. And i said, "Eh, that's him". Then when the whole class saw him from inside, we pretend to keep quiet and listen to Mr Tan talking.


Once he entered, and once he landed his butt on the chair, the whole started to laugh and clap at him!! HOLY SHIAAAAT! Best prank ever! Alamak korang, kene amek vid uh ni macam!





But i don't dare to sleep in class. Who knows, it'll be me. OH NO NO NO NO NO PLEASE!!! xD




MORAL OF THE STORY: GO TO SCHOOL! AT LEAST YOU GET SOME FUN WITH YOUR WONDERFUL FRIENDS! :D





4N3 ROCKS! \m/ \m/













Oh by the way, Happy 30th Birthday to my beloved sister, Nur Diana (left).
May God bless her life and her family. :)
And to my other sister, Nur Azira (right), her birthday was five days ago.
How cool, older sisters has the same month birthday.
Whatever it is, I love you two forever.
Only Death do us apart.
Remember that, your dobek dobek/terbang will always be there for you two in any situation. :)
Even though the both of you are exactly like mak, meleteh jer. Oooops! =x


Syarmilla Hetfield.♥

Hatred is beauty, 4/15/2009 09:37:00 PM.
14.4.09

WOW! JUST WOW!

Please la, kalau nak bangs sangat, gi potong jer la. Tak ada orang nak larang ko okay. Aku tau uh aku nyer bangs tak lawa, tapi nak speaking tu biar betol sikit uh. Kanina celeng!
Abeh tag kat tagboard aku as "kwn kau". Aper ni? Aku ader banyak kawan la. But please eh, be more fvcking specific. By doing so, at least you're being an honest person. But by just putting "kwn kau" is like you are a coward. Eh, please ey. Aku tak marah. But pleaaaaaaaase, kalau nak tag, letak nama sebenar ko okay? I'm open minded.


Okay cut the crap. These past few days, I've been so damn lethargic in school, and what's more during InFocus. My brain is always automatically switched off, and i tried to sleep in class but i simply can't. The class was always noisy and sometimes it's stuffy all of a sudden. And nowadays too, i'm eating lesser meals. This is not a good sign. I kept losing and gain weight. But currently, i've lost 4kg, within 2 weeks? Wait, why lost so much whereas i ate DAMN ALOT! Yes, i ate more that what you guys eat. I have to chew something every 3-4 hours. What's going on with my metabolism? What caused me to lose 4 kg, but ate alot at the same time? Don't tell me i'm stressful or something. In school, i'm fond of studying, with a happy and happening environment.
Also, don't tell me i lost of weight just because of NPCC? Oh wait, we slacked alot during NPCC. Oh shiiit, i'm wondering what caused this.

Also, mid year's hitting soon. I have to prepare for this, so that i can know what is like taking N and O level (God willing, if i make it through sec 5). Right now, i can cope with Maths, Physics, Mother Tongue, Chemistry and F&N. But for Eng, i totally heck care about it. Well, what's the point of doing newpaper summary and do lots of formal letter writing and book review? In my opinion, there's no abso-fvckin-lutely necessary to do such thing. At the end of the day, what you get is only the results from the Cambridge, not the assignments you've done all along.
In order to improve my English, Macmillan Dictionary and storybooks is what i only need.
Not those silly book review or newpaper summary. I find it totally ridiculous.

As for my Mother Tongue, proverbs is what i only study/memorise. To me, that's the most important thing for me to improve my second language.

Chemistry? Practice and study a lot. Yes, it is difficult, i find it difficult too. But actually, Chemistry is one of them that you can score well. So, just go with the flow.

As for Maths and Physics, not to mention it, you know it, PRACTICE and memorise the formulae. Hard i know, but that is the only way to score good marks/grades. Oh, Physics! I LOVE YOU! Cheh lame! :P
But seriously, i love physics since primary school, though i would not to be an electrician/technician or blah blah blah.

F&N/D&T? Just memorise will do. That will save you from failing. Only if we people are very hardworking.

Oh, did you guys realise that i didn't put Geog/SS as one of the subject(s) that i can cope? No right, but why? Cos the teacher simply sucks at teaching, nothing fun. Always teach us by powerpoint slides and lame games related to the subject(s). To be honest, i sucked at Geog. But SS is understandable cos somehow there's history around the globe. But Geog? Nature and agriculture stuffs? It's not that we're going to be tea planters or something. Seriously, GEOG SUCKS! But hey, too bad, have to pass as well in order to make it to sec 5. How much suffering can i take it man. Holy shiaaaaaaat, must score 19 and below points for both ENG and MATHS as well as 3 other subjects, which is just nice in total of all the subjects (except for malay) i'm sitting for N level. Luckily i'm taking O level Malay, kalau tak, mati!!

I guess i am done with my so called "useless lecture". I know, it's totally random and old for most of the readers out there. But I just wanna post this from what I've think about it.

By the way, good luck for the mid year exams TPSS. :D
Play hard and study hard.

Syarmilla Hetfield.♥

Hatred is beauty, 4/14/2009 06:18:00 PM.
12.4.09





Yesterday went to Tamp 1 with Ting Qin. Went to Challenger to buy printer inks. Was fvcking overcrowded. We camwhored but not that much. & those pics are very nice ones. Let the pictures give you guys the explanation la ehh.


And today I went to Tamp 1 again, to buy BitDefender Internet Security 2009 Antivirus at Challenger, but seems that there was no stock available for one PC. And what's surprise me was, Mr Tan was there too, looking at the Xbox games section. So, here was my intention.


Me: (Walking and looking at different direction and speaks in a lowly man voice) Misterr Taaaan.

Mr Tan: (In surprise manner) Eh! What you doing here?

Me: Looking for Antivirus stuffs.

Mr Tan: Ohh okayy.

Me: (Speaks in heart) What only. Ask me like as if i'm not to allowed to buy anything here. Teng teng betol!


And i walk away, to Popular bookstore. Luckily got stock there. So bought it and went home.


And just about 6pm, got ready to go out with my mum to go to her childhood friend's house as her son passed away 40 days ago. Upon reaching there, the first thing when i entered the house, i saw a cat! So cute and the eyes is soooo shiny and black! His name is Comel.

But he's scared of people. Aww. :(
And what's even saddening is that the cat suffers from heart disease. Poor cat. I hope he gets well by eating the misai kucing leaves.

I guess, i am done.






NOT YET.


Ting Qin took this last Thursday, i used her specs and Avril told her to snap this. The comment from both of them was, "You look like a teacher leh." -__-
Nice one girls. Oh ya, muka aku stop it siak. LOL! :P



Okay, done.
OH, BESOK SEKOLAH! BEST NYEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEER~ .
Oh woooooooooooooow.

Syarmilla Hetfield.♥


Hatred is beauty, 4/12/2009 09:38:00 PM.
10.4.09

Maha Kali, dark mother dance for me
Let the purity of your nakedness awaken me
Yours are the fires of deliverance which shall bring me bliss
Yours is the cruel sword which shall set my spirit free
Devourer of life and death who rule beyond time
In thy name I shall fullfil my destiny divine
Maha Kali, formless one, destroyer of illusion
Your songs forever sung, the tunes of dissolution
Kalika, black tongue of fire, embrace me
Make me one with your power for all eternity
Awaken within me the reflection of your flame
Kiss me with your bloody lips and drive me insane
Jai Kalika! Jai Kali!
Make me one with your power for all eternity
Maha Kali come to me
Smashana Kali, I burn myself for theeI cut my own throat in obscene ecstasy
I make love to abominations, embrace pain and misery
Until my heart becomes the burning ground and Kali comes to me
O dark mother, hear me calling thee
Mahapralaya, bring to me
Through all illusions I shall see
I shall cremate this world and set my essence free
Jai Kalika! Jai Kali!
Without fear I will dance with death and misery
Maha Kali, come to me"O Kali, thou art fond of cremation grounds
So I have turned my heart into one, that thoumay dance there unceasingly.
O mother, I have no other fond desire in my heart. Fire of a funeral pyre is burning there."
[Female voice:]
Jai Maha Kali, Jai Ma Kalika
Jai Maha Kali, Jai Ma Kalika
Kali Mata, namo nama
Kali Mata, namo nama
Jai Kalika!
Jai Kali!
At your left hand for endless victory
Maha Kali, come to me
Jai Kalika! Jai Kali!
Mahapralaya will set our spirits free
Maha Kali, come to me.


Changed blog song, again! HAHA!
Imeem is being ridiculous. At first, the song was in full length, and now only 30 seconds.
Hopefully my new blog song won't change to 30 seconds anymore.
So goodbye Metallica and hello to Dissection in my blog.
And yeah, it's been FREAKING AGES since i listened to this Sweden Death Metal band.
Enjoy their gruesome song, Maha Kali.
Kali's the goddess of death for Hinduism.

And yes! Today's Gooooood Friday! No school for three days!
Was supposed to go Tampines 1 with Ting Qin but it was raining a few moments ago.
Now, it's stopped, but too darn lazy to go there.
Nevermind, what's the big deal. And it's near my house, so heck care about it.

O level mother tongue is in less than two months. Havn't fully prepared for it.
I'm aiming for A2! Oh damn, i can feel the tense in my head.
And N level is in less than 5 months. See, how time flies, and still, not fully prepared.
Holy holy! :P

Oh oh! I watched Metallica in Rock & Roll Hall of Fame on youtube and i swear it's fvcking awesome to see Jason Newstead jamming Enter Sandman and Master of Puppets with Metallica.
How i wish he would come back and make the band with 2 bassists, 2 guitarist, and one drummer. COOL KAN? I KNOW! :D
In that vid too, there's Flea from RHCP, Jimmy Page, Jeff Beck, Ronnie Wood and Joe Perry.
All perform in one stage. See it to believe it. :D

Okay, done blogging.

P/S: I missed him. :[

Syarmilla Hetfield.♥

Hatred is beauty, 4/10/2009 05:07:00 PM.
8.4.09

On through the mist and the madness!


Changed blog song again!
This time, again by Metallica!
So thrashy and it's like a metal anthem.
Well, supposedly it is a yes for me.
So legend sia this song. How sad that Jaymz can't do that high pitch, shrieking voice anymore.
But he still got his growls! :D
So thrashers, headbang while viewing my blog yeah. :D

Lyrics for "Metal Militia".

Thunder and lightning the gods take revenge
Senseless destruction
Victims of fury are cowardly now
Running for safety
Stabbing the harlot to pay for her sins
Leaving the virgin
Suicide running as if it were free
Ripping and tearing
On through the mist and the madness
We are trying to get the message to you
Metal Militia
Metal Militia
Metal Militia
Chained and shadowed to be left behind nine and one thousand
Metal militia for your sacrificeiron clad soldiers
Join or be conquered the law of the land
What will befall you
The metallization of your inner soul twisting and turning
On through the mist and the madness
We are trying to get the message to you
Metal Militia
Metal Militia
Metal Militia
We are as one as we all are the same fighting for one cause
Leather and metal are our uniforms protecting what we are
Joining together to take on the world with our heavy metal
Spreading the message to everyone here
Come let yourself go
On through the mist and the madness
We are trying to get the message to you
Metal Militia
Metal Militia
Metal Militia.

See the lyrics, so thrashy and headbanging. This was the era where the popularity of Glam/Hair metal starts to decline and there you are, Thrash madness in the 80's baybeh!

Oh, i went to youtube and found a vid of an interview of Lars Ulrich and Jaymz Hetfield during the Grammy award. And Jaymz Hetfield secretly listens to Hair metal. o__O
How shocking. And one funny thing he said, "Just to get inspired...(laughs).. with HATRED!"
HAHA! What the flush!
If you wanna watch that vid, pandai pandai gi carik uh! :P
Nah, just ask me personally. It's a 1:32min vid anyway.

And yes, i just surfed wwe.com. And of course, Undertaker defeated Shawn Michaels! 17-0 at WrestleMania! Wooohooo! Yeay yeay Taker menang! Boo hooo, Michaels kalah! :P
Okay, lame.


All of a sudden i'm starting to hate my bangs! BANG BANG MY BANGS! -__-


I'm done, wanna deal with my cramps now! Pffffft!
And watch WWE Raw at 10pm! Yeaaaaaaay.

Last few words:

METAL UP YOUR ASS! :D
\m/ \m/

Syarmilla Hetfield.♥

Hatred is beauty, 4/08/2009 08:00:00 PM.
7.4.09

Hunt you down without mercy!

Two days never post bloggy. Aper sey.
Got nothing to write la actually.
Oh, i got new haircut, which i think it looks weird, cos i cut with bangs! Two years never cut that type of haircut, so it may be wierd, or just not suit, AT ALL!

Yesterday, had NPCC fancy drill practice. Tiring but awesome! I love the domino part! Only Tango knows what I am talking about. Woah, can't wait to pass out! I wanna wear my black dress during the P.O.P nite!

But at the same time, i will surely cry la sey!
See me cry eh Tango! :P
After the prac, myself, Aini, Bobo and Mas went to the Tamp Library.
Below are the VERY NICE pics. :D
Bobo's candid face is such a priceless one, ey?


Classic one Bobo! :P


Another classic one. :D
And i saw this adorable manja cat! :D



MY UGLY HAIRCUT! PEACE!

And todaaaaaaay, GADAFI GOT SCOLDED BY MISS PENG DURING SS! How awesome can that be? Even the class next door could hear her shrieking voice. But i like the way Gada "menjawab balik". Bagus boy! Amalkan selalu! :P

Other than that, all are just normal.

Byeeeeeeeee.


Syarmilla Hetfield.♥


Hatred is beauty, 4/07/2009 09:22:00 PM.
4.4.09

Suffer forever my apocalypse! :D

It's Saturday night. And I'm doing nothing.
Tbh, i can't turn up for gigs at the moment.
My dad uh, so fvcking strict on me nowadays.
Sorry guys. Have to be away from you guys temporarily.
But whatever it is, i'm still true.
I support metal scene. And doesn't mean i don't turn up gigs means i am no longer a metalhead.
Not true. I am one, and will always be.
Hope you guys understand.

And btw, I've changed my blog song.

Metallica- MY APOCALYPSE! \m/

Oh shit, Monday resume lesson. Kanina celeng tol!

Syarmilla Hetfield.♥

Hatred is beauty, 4/04/2009 11:18:00 PM.
3.4.09


But now I'm safe in the eye of the tornado!


Okayyy! I'm so addicted to Megadeth's Tornado of Souls!
Last time was A Tout Le Monde, Symphony of Destruction, Peace Sells, Lucretia and a few more to list, and now Tornado of Souls is in my favorite Megadeth's songs. :D


Okay, let's not talk about that. Today's our last day of our Business Elective Module in ITE Simei. So sad! >.<
I hate going to school sia. InFocus will resume, same goes for lesson. Oh noooo! :(
But i truly enjoy myself here.
So today's friday. Currently blogging in Comp Lab. Doing nothing. But just now at about 9 plus, we HAD to sell the snacks given by our lecturer. We're the second group to complete it! :D

And we do make some profit. 30 cents for each person only. :P

HAHA!!

Okay whatever la ehhh. 30 cent pon jadi ah!



Below are the pictures during our ITE elective module! :)













More to come. Will resume later.
Have to go for lunch! Bye!































Hatred is beauty, 4/03/2009 10:52:00 AM.
1.4.09

4 days didn't post bloggy.
Currently in ITE Simei and it is my third day here for my Business Elective Module.
It was rather fun i must say, especially with computers around. :P
We have to plan to set up our Bazaar on 11th April. Our group, (Nurul, myself, Mag, Kah Hui & Ting Qin) will be doing services like manicure/pedicure, henna drawing, face painting, massages on hands and shoulders, selling snacks, 2nd hand stuffs and games. Our group contains lots of things to sell and provide as well.
But i guess our business will run well. :D
Currently, i'm doing nothing. We don't even know what to do. Our lecturer have not given us any task to do. Oh well, just enjoy the internet here. & I am so freaking bored now.

Sometimes, i'm thinking if i wanna go to ITE or continue to sec 5. Oh no! So confusing and stressful to think about it!
Oh well, if i go to ITE, i wanna take Business! HAHA!
Business for life ey! :D


& I'M SO FVCKING GLAD THAT THERE'S NO NEED FOR US TO STUDY FOR THE ENTIRE WEEK! :D
FVCK YEAH AND HOOOOOOOOOOORAYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYY!!!!!!!!! x)

Yes! No need to study! So best and gerek la sia! Ber-enjoy aku!
& to be honest, my first thought about business will be damn boring. And i mean DAMN boring.
BUT! It's actually fun, and we get to surf net. That's the advantage. But the disadvantage is that we have to listen to the lecturer's talking for like one hour. I admit, i was sleepy. But I tried not to sleep. But i did in the end, for today only. I don't know what's with me today. Tend to be so lethargic. Haiyaaa. Lol.

Okay, gotta go for lunch! :D
But, I've eaten already! So yeah, gonna go for walk walk!

Bye!

Syarmilla Hetfield.♥

Hatred is beauty, 4/01/2009 11:30:00 AM.

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