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31.5.09

Tomorrow is the day!
Woohoo!
O level Malay i'm so gonna axe you damn it!


GOOD LUCK ASSES!
Syarmilla Hetfield.♥

Hatred is beauty, 5/31/2009 04:25:00 PM.
25.5.09

Today's malay paper macam sial.
I didn't do the comprehension and making sentences.
I SWEAR IT'S DIFFICULT WHEN MAKING SENTENCES!
And i'm darn lazy to do the bloody comprehension.
As for paper 1, i only did the dialogue.
The composition i just did one paragraph.
I was freaking tired and my eyes was like half closed when doing the dialogue.
It took me 1 1/2 hours to complete just that stupid dialogue.
And the other 30 mins, hantam bochai do the compo.
So tmr, i'm so gonna do mindmap only as told by Cikgu Liyana.
Baik cikgu ni. :)
She even agree that our school shouldn't have Intensive Prog.
MEMBEBANKAN OTAK KITA SEMUA SIAO!
I bet if Atika Lemon reads this, she's so gonna agree with it.
Sekolah kita macam sial eh? Especially that big butt guy. Muka kerepot.
Faham faham la siapa aku maksud.
Infocus, MYE, O level Malay, fvcking prelims and then the actual one.
Manerla budak TPSS nyer kepala tak botak. :P
& oh, my school, is like the best school to study.
Pasal kan, budak budak pompuan takleh lepaskan fringe sia.
Suruh clip rambut and not even a strand of hair on the forehead.
Damn it sia, dulu time dier jadi DM tak nak ader rules gini macam.
Skrg VP nak step maner nyer strict ngan fierce!
And he's BIAS!

K dah lah aku pissed. To a brighter side.

After that bullshit programme, went to 63 to meet Fit, Vin, Adli and Amirul.
Cracked lots of craps and jokes.
After that, me and Fit went to Tamp and lepak-ed with Ash, Fynnz and members.
Played murderer and police with poker cards.
Hah, best.


K, right now i'm doing my freaking coursework.
have to touch up this and that and gonna combine ALL parts into one.
Leceh nak mamps.
Practical exam is like only next week right after the day of taking 'O'.


I AM SO TIED UP GODDAMN IT!

Lucky there's you sayang. :)

Syarmilla Hetfield.♥

Hatred is beauty, 5/25/2009 09:14:00 PM.
24.5.09

HAPPY 18th BIRTHDAY TO NABEEL
&
HAPPY 24th BIRTHDAY TO LIZ! :D
Ko dah legal ah Beel! xD

AND I BOUGHT A CAMO PANTS.
LIKE FINALLY! *big grins*
Syarmilla Hetfield.♥

Hatred is beauty, 5/24/2009 10:43:00 PM.
22.5.09

Today's mother tongue intensive prog was like so whatever.
I didn't get to complete my composition. Left with few words then it could make up to 240 words.
And i only completed about 190+++ words.
So whatever but whatever.
Next week, 5 more sets of paper 1 and paper 2! :O
Aku boleh naik giler sey. :(
But it's okay. I'm targeting for A2.
Yes Syarm, you can do it! :D

Oh btw, yesterday i've already know my results and it sucks.

Here's it:
Maths: 34/100
English:50/100
Combined Science: 60.5/100
Mother Tongue: B4 (Between 60-64)
Combined Humans: 22/100
F&N: Not sure for overall but i failed the paper so 12.5/40.

Seriously, i got to buck up my fvcking attitude and gotta improve all of them, before my Prelim.
I guess I'm gonna go mad as hell.
Too much damage in my brain already.
Oh my gosh, I think i'm dying REALLY soon.


BUT


I'M HAPPY COS I MET HIM TODAY! :D
Wuv youuuuuu the many many. :D

Syarmilla Hetfield.♥


Hatred is beauty, 5/22/2009 08:51:00 PM.
19.5.09

Mid year officially ended today, 19th May 2009 at 10:30am. (for me)
Had Malay LC and Eng Oral. (How many times am i gonna repeat for this. -_-)
Malay LC is like so fvcking tricky to the fvcking maximum.
So do hantam bochai la.
After that, break till 9.30am.
Then, Oral began.
I 'm the fifth one and it was like so fvcking mendak in classroom doing nothing.
And when my turn has come, I was slightly confident for all.
Yes, including the conversation with the invigilator.
After that, she said "VERY GOOD."
"And when i say VERY GOOD, i do mean it, not for the sake of winning your heart."
I was like, "Woahhhh, kembang siak aku. Fuiyooo." in my heart.
But on the external, I said, "Thank you. *smiles from ear to ear*"

After oral, went to Bedok library with Nisa and Suhana.
And i borrowed a book.
HAHA! You two should know la ehh aper buku aku pinjam. xD

Okay, tomorrow no school! xD
& shit! Can't enjoy still!
Turtle uh! :(

Syarmilla Hetfield.♥

Hatred is beauty, 5/19/2009 08:29:00 PM.
18.5.09


Those pics was from yesterday.
My nieces and nephew came over. I missed them truck loads!
Spent lots of time just with them. :)
They make me smile and make me laugh alot cos of their lame actions.
They're my sister's (Diana) children.
Oh btw, I'm so happy that my eldest bro's wife, which is my sister-in-law, is expecting a third child and the baby is a girl. :)
I'm considered an old aunty aka mami. :P
Congrats Kak Siti.

So, 3 nephews, and 2 nieces going to be 3 soon. :D
Wheeeeeeewoooo.
Syarmilla Hetfield.♥


Hatred is beauty, 5/18/2009 10:18:00 PM.
17.5.09

I'm bored & I'm fed-up being at home.


Fvck!

Short and sweet. And mind your own business lil' cunts.



Syarmilla Hetfield.♥


Hatred is beauty, 5/17/2009 10:44:00 PM.
16.5.09

FIRST OF ALL, I'M FVCKING PISSED OFF.
SECONDLY, I'VE NO MOOD FOR TUITION TMR.
AND THIRDLY, I WANNA BE REBELLIOUS TOWARDS THEM.

WHAT THE FVCK SIA?! JUST BECAUSE OF A FVCKING GIG, MEANS IT'S A BAD PLACE TO GO?
FVCK YOU, YOU OLD GENERATION PEOPLE KNOW NOTHING SO SHUT YOUR HOLES UP!

IF YOU TWO WANNA NAG2 AT ME, LATER2 UH. GIVE ME SOME FVCKING FREEDOM LA SIOL!
WANNA MAKE YOUR DAUGHTER CRAZY BY STAYING AT HOME 24/7?
KIMAAAAK.
FEEL LIKE THROWING THINGS AT THE TWO OF YOU.
BUT HELL NO, THEY'RE WAYYYY OLDER THAN ME.
OR ELSE, IT'LL BE A VERY FVCKING BIG SIN.

Btw, I'm glad you guys enjoyed the gig.
Next time, don't ask me if i am going or not.
Because they will sure say cannot.
Because why? "EXAMS."


YOUR FVCKING SHITHEAD LA EHH!
YES I'M THROWING MY ANGER HERE! ARGH!


Before i 'm done, condolences to Yan's family as his grandfather passed away at about 12am plus today.
Syarmilla Hetfield.♥

Hatred is beauty, 5/16/2009 10:43:00 PM.
15.5.09

I'm broke. Totally broke. And gig's on Sat and Sun.
I can't always ask my Dad for money.
He himself have to save for the family's needs.
Ah damnit! Any blanja for me? :P
Tmr's gig has some great, awesome bands.
On Sunday, is all about rock. Tribute to Maiden. Hah.
Even if i have the money, I can't go to both gigs. Damn it.
My parents wants me at home 24/7 if possible.
Cos of freaking EXAMS! If only the word "examination" doesn't exist, we would surely have a big grin on our face.
Ah fish it!

Hatred is beauty, 5/15/2009 04:35:00 PM.

Today's Friday, and there is no need for me to go to school cos only 4N1 students are taking their E-maths paper 1 or 2.
Same goes for Monday, only Art students must go and take their exam.
Tuesday must come back to school for Malay LC and English Oral.
Mendak ke pe. Haha.
Right now i'm eating Gado-gado. Or i must "fight-fight". LOL.
Kidding la. So tasty and yummy. Helped mum to prepare and grind the peanuts and boil the veggies.
NICEEEEE! xD

P/S: Should i upload Incarnation of Seth's vids here?
Inform me a.s.a.p. :)

Syarmilla Hetfield.♥

Hatred is beauty, 5/15/2009 02:25:00 PM.
14.5.09








Wtf is with this guy? LOL!
Rambut maot per Syah!






Aww Nat hugged me. And i was singing along to Theobusion!
Tied my hair. Muka jantan! :P

It's been months since i've snapped pics with my sweet girlfriend! :)


Wooohoo i headbanged! :D

Got squeezed! x).
And is Nat smelling Tina's hair? HAHA!








Legion ov Zariel.

I'm wondering what makes Nat laughed till like that.
Tina the BEROK! xD





Nat, Syarm, Slasherk!
Were we talking some serious business till my face became like that? O.o


10-ar! xD

Thank you Azri for the pics! :D Got some more just send tau! I think got one more pic of me. Hmm, I don't know if you have it or not but I REALLY want that pic. So, BROWSE it. :D


Syarmilla Hetifield.♥

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