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28.2.09

Hi! Selamat malam semua! :D
Today's 28th Feb, 1st month being with him. :]

Happy one month honey! I wuv you. <33>

Today's such a boredom. Woke at about 10am, bathed and went to the market.
Upon reaching home, quickly changed to go to Tampines Mall to go LJS with brother's fiance
. After that, she wanna withdraw money.
And i saw Mr Hafiz and his wife.
Eh budak budak yang amek bio! Mr Hafiz nyer wife punye
nama Mdm Amal eh?
Pasal dier teacher dari primary school aku siol!
I was shocked la when i saw both of them.
And Mdm Amal is getting pre
ttier with her scarf on. Her face is so cute and small! xD
After that, went home and played the comp till now.

So fvcken B O R E D.
And i i keep myspaceing and youtubeing all the way siaa.

Also, TOMORROW'S THE DAAAAAAAAAAAAAYYYYYY! :D GIG GIG GIG! Yessssssssaaaaaaaaaaaaaahhhhh! I wanna see t
hem perform and i wanna bang my head as hard as i can. Mosh as violent as i can. I wish that otai who dived from the stage and the butt landed on my head came and do that to me again! HAHAHAHA! That'll be awesomeeeeeeeee. :]

Ey
! I wanna but Megadeth t-shirt and Children of Bodom t-shirt and hoodie, Gorgoroth hoodie, Metallica Death Magnetic t-shirt and Black album hoodie la siaaaaa! I WANT IT SO FVCKING BADLY! :(


Actually I do have Death Magnetic t-shirt but it's plain and some more it's big for me. So that shirt goes to my bro. :(


I WANT ALL THESE BY HOOK OR BY CROOK! GRRRRRRRRRRRRRR!
Okay, let's go!



Syarmilla Hetfield.♥

Hatred is beauty, 2/28/2009 08:48:00 PM.
26.2.09

Good evening! :D
Sorry for not posting yesterday.
I slept damn fvcking early. About 8:30pm? Yea.
But today gonna sleep a lil' late i guess.
I have to do a proposal for MC campfire, a composition and a composition with dialogues.
Gahhh, 3 in 1 multitasking it to the fvcking max siaaak!
Well, just now i had MT Oral and it was okay. Teacher say i can read well and no mistakes but when conversation, she say i didn't elaborate it further. It's about traditional games. -_-
Lame i know. But good thing no InFocus la. Three weeks straight on 3 Thurs siooools! xD
I think my class 4 N 3 really rocks. We should've won most united class. :P
I am not joking lol. xD
Okay i am abso-fvcking-lutely crap now. KATA SYARMILLA ANAK JANUIR OIIII! xD

Okay shuddup la siaaa!


Oh btw, 1st March gig has been changed place! Bodoh peh organiser! Aku sekel kepala ko baru tau!

It's located at Park Lane Shopping Centre at Park Lane at Somerset. I myself don't know where the hell is that fvcking located sia.

SO! LAST CALL! WHO WANTS TO BUY TIX FROM ME?!!! IT'S 8 BUCKS PRESALE! PLEASE INFORM ME IF YOU WANNA BUY THE TIX! FLAWED ELEMENT PERFORMING SIOOOL! INCARNATION OF SETH AND DEXTROMETHORPHAN ALSO GOT LAAA! xD
ASK YOUR FRIENDS TO COME FOR THIS GIG! THANKS! :]


Syarmilla Hetfield.♥


Hatred is beauty, 2/26/2009 08:42:00 PM.
24.2.09

Good evening guys and girls! :D
Today was okay.
School = best! Especially when you have great friends. :)
After InFocus slacked with Fit, Ayam, Fally and Adli with his members at 59.
Slacked till 5:45pm.

After that, took 67 to go McDonalds' inter to buy 2 double cheeseburgers.
Aku giler uh! Makan sampai dua la siol. HAHA!

Fine, i didn't eat that much since morning and to be honest my metabolism is getting higher. Giler rabaaaaaak. :P

Tomorrow Math's test on Trigonometry and Bearings! :O
BEARINGS! THAT CHAPTER MAKES ME CONFUSED TO THE FVKING MAX!
Ahhh, good luck la Syarmmy. :O

Message to him:
I am not pissed off, neither i don't have the mood.
I just need time for me to be alone.
I need time for me to release stress from my fvcking brain slowly.
I do still love you, but i need time for myself.
Just forget about what happened.
Forget the past, think about the present and futu
re.
But to be honest i miss you alot. :)



Okay guys! Here are the posters for both gigs! :D

Silence of the Lambs gig on 1st March.


Rebellion gig on 7th March for Metalheads, 8th March for Rockers.

I wanna see Oshiego, Skullmania, E-Thereal, Flawed Element and of course Incarnation of Seth perform and i wanna headbang and mosh alot alot!! :D
Woooooooohooooooooo! \m/\m/
Hopefully i can make it and see you guys there! :D

Syarmilla Hetfield.♥


Hatred is beauty, 2/24/2009 09:05:00 PM.
23.2.09

I'm in a bad mood today.
Really fvcking bad mood the the max.
One thing is that my brother blocked msn messenger.
And i have to log in to e-buddy to msn.
ARGHHHHHHHHHHH! Damn la siaaaaal.

The other thing is him. I DON'T wanna talk about it.
Just so pissed off.

"Happy day for everyday."
Yeah right. New day, new problems.
And I am so not happy with my life at the moment.


But in school, it was all fine. 4N3 always made my day.
And just now in school, during Chemistry lesson, something bad happened that we didn't expected to happen. 4N3 should know uhhh.
Siak uhh cikgu! Main complain jer pat DM. Pfffft.
That guy just burnt that thing. Yes he did a mistake, but can't you not complaiiin. He didn't burn the whole lab what. Like what the fuuuc-. Just forgive and forget and make sure he doesn't do it again. Is that easy? And DM was really.... ahhh damn nasty. So scaryyy siaa. Dangg.

Monday, 23/2/2009 = BAD DAY FOR ME!

This Sunday and next Saturday, my brother will be performing for his band.
1st March at Katong Village; he will be playing both bands Dextromethorphan (vox) and Incarnation of Seth (drums), and 7th March, he will be playing as drummer for Incarnation of Seth(drums) located at Mahligai Manis. Both events cost 10 bucks. If you guys wanna purchase tickets just inform me, I will get it for ya. :]

Come down and support! Will update about it a.s.a.p. \m/


But still, I'm not in a good mood.

Syarmilla Hetfield.♥


Hatred is beauty, 2/23/2009 07:18:00 PM.
21.2.09

Good late night humans! :D
Okay today I am so happy to the max sia!
Cos i am going gig tomorrow. :]
At last! I got to meet honey! Gaaaaaaaaah! Happy nyer aku!
K I am going nuts. :P
Must i have green letter? Lawl!

It's few minutes to midnight.
I wanna listen to Vicious Volume on Ria via Internet. :D
Can't wait. Ahahahha!

Oh btw, I've changed my blogskin and i guess this is nice. I love lime gweeeeen. :D

But sadly i have to wake up damn early tomorrow.
Ada tuition la siaooooo! >.<


Okay, I am done for my post.

Syarmilla Hetfield. ♥

Hatred is beauty, 2/21/2009 11:46:00 PM.
20.2.09

I HATE MY COMPUTER! Grrrrrrrrrrrr!
Always keep on off on off siaaa!
Damn shitznat! PFFFFFFFFFFFFFT!
And school is giving me headache.
STUDIES STUDIES STUDIES!
Because of studies too, i can't online and update bloggy every single day!
But what to do?!
I have to endure my brains!
Gahhhhhhhhhh!!! I HATE IT LA SIA!

Anyway, today I was rather pissed off at some jerks during NPCC.
They fcuking pissed me off till i cried when changing to Pt-kit.
I just can't help it. My patience have limited. I'm such a freaking loser to face all these test.
If any of you guys hate me, pls don't hesitate to tell me.
Cos i don't fvcking care la cheebye!

But now i am okay, all chill.

Btw, this Sunday i might come down for the gig at Club 6. See how my mood is on that day.


Ahh now i'm gonna suffer in silence, forever.

Syarmilla Hetfield.♥

Hatred is beauty, 2/20/2009 10:28:00 PM.
14.2.09

Good evening people. :D
Today was kinda tired for me, cos last night i slept at 4 am!
Wanna know that i did?
I sew 3 cloth of different colours to make Germany flags.
And i did 29 sets! How tiring it was!
And i was supposed to sew the big one for the mascot but i slept, i was fcuking tired.
But i woke up late! 7 am sia!
I was suppose to go for Mass Run at Bedok Reservoir by 7.20am!
I quickly bathed and brought the flags.
Upon reaching there, i searched for Nurul. And i told her that I am SO sorry cos i didn't get to sew the big one. And she said nevermind.
But we tied the three cloth to a pole and pin it together. :D
I didn't go for the run, too lethargic.
And Mr Tan ask ALL of our class to wear it cos it was my effort to sew the flag.
Wei, it took me 7 hours for me to sew just for the 29 small flag arm ban. Pfffft.
Ali was suppose to be the mascot but end up it's me! -__-
& I had weird idea for the mascot.
I asked for help from Nurul, Nur'Aini and Atiqah to paint my face with black, red and orange and paint the word Germany ! x)
And Mr Hafiz said i look like Hellboy.
WHAT THE FREAKING FVCK! >.<
And some said i look like toyol cos i toncet my hair. :]
And the paint on my face really hurts. After half and hour i went to the toilet and wash my face.
Woaaah, can still imagina the pain. Eeeeeeeeeeek!
After Mass Run, I went straight home.
I was fcuking hungry! Woaaah! 17 hours didnt eat siol.
And i only ate two wadehs and two curry puffs.
I take a nap for 5 hours. Woaaah dam shiok sia! :D
Right now i am also hungry. And the clock shows 8:38pm now.
Havn't gotten my dinner, yet.
Ah later than eat la. Oh guess what?! I'm wearing Undertaker "Big Evil" t-shirt! ^_^
HAHAHA! I bought that shirt when i was primary 5.
And it still fits. :D
I miss watching WWE too. Not because SCV was taken away, but i don't have the time to watch. Sad eh? But but! I do watch when Undertaker And Triple H is in actions! x]
Oh, I MISS METALLICA! OKAY LIKE WTF RIGHT!
But i didn't hear any updates from them. The only updates are Guitar Hero: Metallica, which will be releasing in March! WOOHOOO!
I wanna buy la! >.<
Oh yeah congrats to the 'Tallica boys for winning two categories, which is Best Recording Package and Best Metal Performance: Metallica- My Apocalypse.
Out of four nominations, they won only two.
They've should won at least three. Coldplay does not deserve to win for the Best Rock Album. The suck big time, really. Oh well, Metallica won grammys from the past years. Here are the awards below: One word: WOW!

Okay, i think I've done posting.
Tmr tuition! YEAY!
And i wanna apologise to Ignified Sins.
Sorry that i coundn't make it tomorrow.
Cos I'm having a last minute tuition.
Once again, sorry!
& btw, good luck for your performance guys! ^_^

I am done with my posting.

Syarmilla Hetfield.♥




Hatred is beauty, 2/14/2009 07:35:00 PM.
12.2.09

Heyyy! :D
Guess what?
LESSONS WERE TOTALLY AWESOME! :D
All thanks to our entertainers; Hakim, Azraei, Azuandy, Rahman, Sharaveen and others that made 4N3 laugh and had lots of great time. ^^
Oh oh oh oh, N3 boleh! N3 boleh! HAHA! Still remember the cheer. x)
I wanna make class t-shirt!
But i would prefer jersey. It's like cool kan?
Well today no Infocus. Went to Jamiyah's Home for the Aged.
Played crotom(?) with an elderly woman and an elderly man along with Mdm Lim Chu Toh.
It was great. At first, it was Azraei before Mdm Lim Chu Toh.
I guess Azraei scored the highest.
2nd round, i won! ^^
I striked 12 man! Haha.
After that, i joined Nurul, Shafiqah and Azfar along with this Punjabi aunt.
I tell you, she's kecorable la siaaa!
And she asked my name, I told her "Nurul Syarmilla".
And she says, "Wooooow, got hindustani blood uh? Got your name from Sharmila Tago is it?
And i said, "I'm peranakan aunty. *with a big smile*"
And she said, "ohhh my you got a beautiful smile!"
And i smile from ear to ear.
She kept praising me non-stop. Haha! -___-
And from there we talked about Hindustani films, heroes/heroine, politics/ww II(i liiiiiike :D), ghost stories/Russell Lee and pons and langs. Ahhhh that's a short form. :P
As were talking about ghost, we stuck halfway and realised tomorrow's FRIDAY the 13TH! :O
Woaaaaaaaah! Freaky ke per siol! >.<
I MISS MY GIRLFIE SO MUCH! ILYILYILY SAYAAAANG! :D

Oh pleaaaaaaaase! I am NOT a fcuking lesbian! Fcuk you ah! :D

Hatred is beauty, 2/12/2009 09:09:00 PM.
11.2.09

Oh tomorrow going to Jamiyah's Home for CIP after school from 3- 5.30pm.
But the good thing is; NO INFOCUS! OHYEAY! :D
And today was fcuking awesome.
Our class really laughed alot from starting of the lesson till end of infocus.
I love 4N3.
Even the DM loves us and 4N1,4N2 and 4T1. :D
I love to laugh, and laughing is medicine.

I am missing my beloved sistah, Dilah! Dx
I miss my beloved bro, Topo! Dx

Edy Gunawan! Dx

I miss you ALOT ALOT LA DJOKOLORO! x(

& last of all,




Mohd Arief! x)

I wanna hangout and go gigs with you guys again and again. You guys really kicked my big arse very hard.
But now i'm grounded, and i can't go out like i always do.
But you guys really encouraged me to study hard for N level.
And i know you guys are caring for me.
Thanks alot alot Carrie and bie. :)
I appreciate your friendship and your encouragement.
I will take your advice and carrie(lol) it with me all the way.
Like what Azri says, "Study comes first, blaja betol2."
You were right. :)

AHHHHHHH! I WANNA HUG YOU GUYS SO TIGHT TO THE MAX!
And i feel like crying, cos i really do miss you guys!
And of cos i miss these people as well;
Maan Rosewood, the guy that i truly respect the most. The one that really cheer me up and always be there for me when i have problems. I always share probs with him. :)
Freakizh Syah, my most awesomest girlfriend! Ily alot alot! Fyi, we do talk craps and share our dirty little secrets. :P
Chanel, oh dude, don't you ever think that I'll forget you, bestie.
Kid Ironchild, for giving me great advice and encouragement. :)
Savvia Lenore; Dude! Remember that time 23rd Nov? We di
d something silly till i fell down and Liz laughed at me. -__-
Zyziitiang, she's kind and happy-go-lucky girl.
Kinder Deumos, my evil sis! Keep the musique evil! \m/
Siraj, my laughing medicine. He's good at making me laughing all the time. :D. Thanks eh bro. :)
Elly Evans; I miss your craps la bitch! I wanna rape you when i meet you again! :D
Han Thrash; I wanna THRASH along with you bro! \m/\m/
Fit, Vin, Ayam, Fally; Even though we lepak almost every day, I will still love you guys forever and miss you guys even after we lepak-lepakz.
And of course, Ferra; my most beautiful cat ever. R.I.P.
This was taken two or three years ago, can't remember.

That's all for the post. Goodnight world.


Syarmilla Hetfield.♥



Hatred is beauty, 2/11/2009 10:21:00 PM.
10.2.09

Hey yaaaaaaaaaaaaw! :D
Guess what people?
I didn't go to school today!
:D
I got reasons la why I didn't go today.
I've got heavy headache since yesterday.
But now it's okay. I am fine and strong!
RAAAAAAAAAAWR! xD
From noon till now i'm on the comp and i'm bored, like really bored.
And tomorrow have to go to schoooool! OMG! Pffffffffffffffffft!. =[
Ah whatever it is, still had to wake up early and do Snorlax warm-up.
HAHAHAHAHAHA! xD
K i am nonsense right now. x)

Oh btw, still wanna celebrate on Valentine's with your soulmate?
Hahahaha, up to you fags la ehhh.
I anti 14th Feb the most, to be honest.
It's something Muslims should know why la ehhhhh.
Nak celebrate, celebrate uh. Korang semua pakat ngan Setan per.
Korang pon sambut ngan orang -orang kafir yang bunuh Islam pada hari itu.
Ahhh sambut uh korang. Sambut eh puas puas. Biar korang hilang kedaratan korang.
BODOH BODOH BODOH!

This is why many of our Muslim friends forget about their roots.
They think that celebrating Valentine's Day is nothing wrong.
& they think that it is a MUST to celebrate.
Aper? Kalau tak celebrate boleh mati masok kubur ke per sia?
Kiwaaaak, tak pakai kepala otak per.
Dah uh, nanti orang fikir bukan-bukan pasal aku.

And i'm posting this just to make any of my Muslim friends to realise.
World's getting older, and it cannot hold on any longer.
Be prepared for the coming. Be fully mentally prepared.
So wake up call, REMEMBER YOUR ROOTS!

Oh yeah some of you might be asking, "If ESyarmilla's posting about all these craps, then why does she listens to Satanic songs and whatsoever music it is?"
Hey dummy, music scene has nothing to do with religion at all!
It's just a matter if you're fcuking fanatic about it or not.
I am totally not fanatic, i just listen to their vocals and tunes.
I don't get influenced easily just because of the lyrics.
So, DON'T BE TOO STUPID TO ASK THIS FCUKING QN.


I am done. Bye.

Syarmilla Hetfield.♥




Hatred is beauty, 2/10/2009 08:33:00 PM.
8.2.09

I AM TRULY SORRY COS I DIDN'T GET TO UPDATE BLOGGY!
MY COMP'S GIVING ME A FCUKING PROB!
GAHHHHHHHH! Dx

I'm freaking bored now.
And i'm missing him so much right.
But i'm gonna meet him tomorrow! ^^
Gahhhhh ILY la bieeeeeeeee! x)
And i don't know what's going on with me now.
So fcuking hyper for no reason.
Tomorrow's school. What a boring day to start with.
Have to wake up early. :(

Oh God, can i not get grounded yet?
I wanna enjoy life first. :(
ARGHHHHH! I can go nuts at home sia.
I've no freaking life at home. Really. It's driving me insane.
LIKE REALLY DAMN INSANE LA SIA!
GHEEEEEESH!

Oh yeah, tmr lepaking with Fit and my other gfs! ^^
And will meet boyfie at Raffles MRT.
YEAY!


Oh Mr Tan! I wanna be the mascot for the Mass Run, can?
I wanna dress like Hitler.
Draw the moustache and bla bla bla.
And put the red swastika thingy on our upper arms.
I WANT I WANT I WANT! :(
Random is fun la.
Girl becoming Hitler.
Okay what not bad.
I liiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiike. :D


Oh btw.
Do you guys really believe in Valentine's Day?
What the fuuuuuck?!
Every day is a valentine's day okay.
You people are stupid to celebrate on every 14th Feb.
So fcuking ridiculous.
Only give roses and chocs on that particular day.
So idiotic.
BODOH BODOH BODOH!
Like no other days to give roses and chocs is it?
And my school is selling roses and chocs.
Gi mampos uh. Aku bakar roses tu baru tau.
Fcuk Valentine. & it's also not meant for Muslims to celebrate.
FCUK IT! AND FCUK IT HARD!
Use your brains!
Valentine's Day is shit.
Everyday can be a good day for you and your soulmate to go out together and have a romantic night.
Not ONLY on the 14th Feb.
STUPID MAGGOTS!


Okay, i am done with my fcuking lecture. And remember my words, VALENTINE'S DAY IS SHIT!
YOU CELEBRATE, I'LL CALL YOU A FCUKING MORON.


Syarmilla Hetfield.♥



Hatred is beauty, 2/08/2009 10:00:00 PM.
6.2.09

Hello there.
Sorry if i didnt get to update yesterday. My comp was really case kaysiao. On off on off.
Tebiat! Green letter havn't stated that my comp is going nuts. Lol.
Well, today I've mixed feelings.
At first in school lessons were fine. In fact, i like it.
Friends really make me laugh and talk alot.
Sec 2 cadets really pissed me off.
And him, gahhh no comment. Don't wanna talk about it.
The more i think of it, the stresser i would get.

NPCC went horribly for me. Especially when it comes to me and the bloody sec 2 cadets.
Cheebye sia, they owe me 9 mins of PT and this time around, they made Zarifah fed-up.
Fed-up of what reason also i don't know.
They were given three minutes to change to pt-kit.
And they delayed for four minutes. And that's where changing parade started.
Change back to their uniform and given four minutes.
And they delayed even more! For extra 7 minutes!
Change back to pt again. This time around i think 3 minutes given.
And delayed for two minutes.
After that i don't what happen next. Syakiran called me that Namirah wants me to do PT for the sec 1.
They were great. Truly awesome. They didn't complain that they're tired. I'm happy for them.
Keep up the great discipline guys! GAAHHHHH! They really deserve good compliments.
I hope these good attitude will lead them all the way by the time they reach sec 4.
I'M HAPPY FOR THE SEC 1 ONLY.
But still, i'm pissed off for the sec 2. They have to really change their bad attitude to good one, just like last year. Don't think you guys are already in sec 2 doesn't mean you can slack as much as you want.
Fyi, when you're in sec 2, that is the worst year.
Why did i say that?
Cos you'll be going through ATC this year, Venus.
And ATC is already considered torturing.
Don't even think about the survival camp.
I guess it's harder than ATC.
And you'll get countless punishments from your CIs.
Don't even mention them, during PT, you'll get it too.
Gahhh dah uh. Bodoh siaaaak!


And i'm kinda no mood.
I don't know what's going on with me now.
I really wanna concentrate on my studies.
I wanna make it to sec 5.
And i'm grounded, unless my parents allow me to go out.
Gosh, i need a break.
Fate's giving me a test to all these.
Oh God, I'm really stress and kinda depress.
Somebody cheer me up. :'(

I'm sorry if i made you feel this way. I didn't mean to make you have that attitude. I'm trully sorry honey. :(

Syarmilla Hetfield.♥


Hatred is beauty, 2/06/2009 11:05:00 PM.
4.2.09

Hey guys!
Sorry i didn't get to update yesterday.
Was so damn tired laaa.
Yesterday, reached home at 7.50pm.
And i almost forgotten that I had tuition at 8.30pm.
Quickly bathed and get ready for tuition.
End at 10pm, and had to do NPCC proposal.
Slept at 11pm.

AND I WOKE UP DAMN LATE LOR!
I woke up at 7am sia!
So hurried to bathe and get ready to chao from home.
Luckily get to ironed my uniform last night.
GAHHHH! Screw my alarm!
Or screw me? Haha!
Today's lessons are all okay.
Form teacher didn't come, so that means no CHEM!
But got relief teacher and still had to do test. -__-
I didn't do all the qns. So tough and confusing.
Haha.
After school, we celebrated Hairi's 16th bday.
Bobo and Nadia did the cake. Looking outstanding. :)
And 4n1, 4n2 and 4n3 sang a happy birthday song loudly for Hairi in the canteen.
Was so havoc la kan! xD
HAPPY 16th BDAY MUHD HAIRI! :D
MAY GOD BLESS YOU!
STUDY HARD TAU! xD
And actually, Azuandy brought 2 packets of flour, 20 eggs, a tube of wasabi, expired honey, expired porridge, cough medicine and chocolate chips.
It's so like alot la sey !
But me, Nurul, Shafiqah, Aimi ate the chocolate chips. YUMMY YUMMY!
Tak tak takda sakit perot. Lom expired lagi!
I wanted to join for the bday bash but Hairi got soccer and ends at 6. So it's too long for me to wait for the bday bash.
And i went home straight.
Bathed and change to home clothes and went to meet up Fit, Fally and Ayam for a while.
& Kak Nur called me, saying that she saw me.
Check check she 's just behind the block where i met the girls.
Than after that i lepak-ed with my bro, Kak Nur and their friends Yan and his gf.
Bobal peh bobal, dah kol tujuh.
So went home and here I am now, blogging.
& sometimes I'm having my hate on the comp.
COS IT'S ALWAYS AUTO OFF!
Maner aku tak geram siol!
Grrrrr!!!
Tomorrow got Physics test, gotta revise soon.
Good luck to all Physics students! ^^
I wanna pass la Mr Yeo! Hehe!


Oh honey, i miss youuuuuuuuuuuuuuu! xD ♥


Syarmilla Hetfield.♥



Hatred is beauty, 2/04/2009 07:40:00 PM.
2.2.09



Hello! It's me Sir Syarm. xD
Ahhhhh! Today gerek la kans! Heheh.
Todays lesson was okay. No boredom.
And the lesson that i despise the most turns to the lesson i loike the most; GEOG! xD
New chapter dong sihh. And for those who take Geog will confirm love this chapter.
It's called Geography of Food! YUMMMMY!
And everytime teacher ask qns, aku semangat2 angkat tangan jawab siol!
And i got it right! See, kata Syarm. Confirm betol nyerrrr! xD
Okay aku prasan giler babi!
& from morning since the first lesson texted boyfiee all the way. Supposed to meet tmr. But he wants today instead.
Sanggup eh you! Thanks bie! ^^


Texted boyfiee while waiting for Kecik after school cos she wants my perfume. -__-
As boyfiee and i were texting, we made a deal, whoever's late must kiss him/her first.
And i realised I AM LATE!
So i kissed him. Yeah i know you like it la kan! -_-

Lepak with Fit, Vin, and Fit's friends from ITE.
Unfortunately, Fal and Ayam were not there!
They went for netball tournament!
I'm like so sad la when both of them were not in, especially AYAM!
AKU RINDU KO LA AYAM PANTAT! xD
If both of them were there, confirm satu block kecoh! HAHA!
Stick with him all the way.
After that, my boyfiee says "Ada mamak cuci block uh"
Then we went to block 59. And sat down chit chatting.
And we saw sec 1/2 Ping Yi minahs.
Menyampah sak tgk muka diorg.
Nak kene mintak tolong Cannibal Corpse nyanyi lagu "Hammer Smashed Face" baru padan muka!
HAHAHHAHAHAHHA! Best per! Haha, confirm muka kene hancur! x)
After that Vin went home first.
Left with Fit, me & boyfiee.
Went home to take 67.
Fit went alight the bus first.
Left me and boyfiee only.
And mum called me to but air gamat. -__-
So we went there, buy it and then boyfiee accompanied home.
Before i step into the house, we kissed and hugged. Heee. x)
And he's got boxing today. HAHA!
So texted him and said thanks for accompanying me.
OHHHH I WANNA MEET YOU AGAIN & AGAIN! xP
Hehe.

And here i am now chatting AYAM! FIT! TING QIN!
I chat with Syah but she havn't reply yet. Aiyooo.
Tomorrow gonna lepak again with my girlfriends!
AHHHHHHHHHHH! Must be kecoh tau tmr!

Okay i am done. Eh no belom!

TMR GOT PHYSICS AND MATHS!!!!! YEAYYYY! xD


I love you, Mohd Arief! ♥♥♥♥ :D

Syarmilla Hetfield.♥








Hatred is beauty, 2/02/2009 07:40:00 PM.
1.2.09


Hello there minions! :D
Today's Sunday! And it's such a boring day for me! HOOORAY! :D
Okay, obviously I'm kinda going nuts for no rhyme or reasons right now.
I did have tuition today. Wasn't bad, as always. My tuition teacher is fun as hell!
After that, went to her house to take something. She stay so near from me sia. I stay at the 4th storey, and she stay at the 9th storey! Chatted with her and her mum from 11.30 to 1 pm. Her mum damn funny la sia! xD
When we were chatting and cracking up jokes, i forgotten to bring my hp along but i heck care about it. Haha. When i return home, boyfiee texted me. Weeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee! x)
IMYIMYIMYIMY LA SLENGER! xD
And oh! I didn't get to go out sia! Ahhhhh damn it!
I FUCKING WANNA SEE SKULLMANIA SO FUCKING BADLYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYY!!! Dx
I really wanna see them perform THRASHY songs! Confirm they got perform one of Metallica covers sia! GAHHHHHH! If only my parents would allow, I might be already at the Artshouse and headbang as hard as i could! Ahhh nyonyok uh! Biar uh! This time i would missed it. But hopefully the next time I won't.
Oh! Dragonforce is coming to Singapore again on the 11th April! Anyone can sponsor me? I will love you forever till death! Hehe. ^^
& I can't wait for Behemoth to release a new album! I hope it'll be EVEN better than Demigod or Apostasy album. Though those two were really a put in lots of effort and awesome album.
Oh yeah! F&N is hella HELL for me! I'm still thinking on how should I start! Ahhh it's okay, tmr's first four periods is F&N. Hopefully we're going to the comp lab so that I can ask my teacher for help! ^^
And oh! I can't wait to meet my boyfiee this tues! AHHHH! I want a VERY warm hug from him! LOL!
Okay now, I'm hungry. MAK AKU MASAK ASAM PEDAS IKAN MERAH LA SIOL! Lol!
But I'm craving for Maggie Curry flavour! x(
I hope there are a few packets of it in the kitchen. Okayyyy, it's making me more and more hungry like a pig! WOAH! xD

Okay suckers, that is all. May you guys Rest In Pain! BLUEK! xD


P.S: Ain't that guy in that pic is hot? He's my husband suckers! x)

Updated @ 17:54pm:

I'M IN A BAD MOOD! DAMN IT UH! My mum keep nagging at me non-stop sia! GRRRRRRRR! Have to swallow my anger and keep quiet only. Shit la shit! My ears are going red! STOP NAGGING AT ME LA! NAK KASI ANAK KAU PRESSURE PER!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! GRRRRRRR!!!!! Dx

PS: I HATE NAGGY PEOPLE! GOT IT?!

Syarmilla Hetfield.♥




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