25.8.09
Yes i'm gonna be on hiatus at the moment due to Preliminary exams which will officially launch tomorrow.
So for now, i am not going to update what's been going on and so forth. For the past few days, i've been making myself busy with books, pens, pencils, foolscaps and subject books.
Just so you readers out there wants to know my schedule examinations, here's it.
Tomorrow- Chemistry and F&N
Thursday- Math Paper 1 & Physics
Friday- Geography Elective
2nd Sept- Mother Tongue Paper 1
3rd Sept- Math Paper 2
4th Sept- Mother Tongue Paper 2.
Messed up schedule? I can almost agree with it. But let's just hope that i can manage my own time schedule and these shits yeah.
To all secondary 4 NA students, good luck for your prelims. Do well yeah!
Study hard, study smart and play hard. :)
Till then, readers.
Goodbye.
Syarm Hetf.♥
Hatred is beauty, 8/25/2009 10:23:00 PM.
22.8.09
ONE WEEK OFF! WOAH PIANG WASTED DAYS! SAKIT HATI! ARGHHH! DAMN LA DAMN!! CHEEBYE!
WHATEVER LA EHH! GI KOREK LUBANG JUBO KORANG DALAM DALAM LA! __
WHATEVER LA EHH! GI KOREK LUBANG JUBO KORANG DALAM DALAM LA! __
Hatred is beauty, 8/22/2009 08:39:00 PM.
21.8.09
BOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO!
I didn't go to school today. I had gastric early in the morning.
Wanted to go to school but terpaksa ponteng. Haha.
Not because i wanna skip school but the pain is so unbearable. So yeahyeah.
Not much happened. Woke up at 10. Did some house chores and blablablabla.
So in the afternoon, bathed, had lunch and got myself ready to go study with Kecik.
Met her at the library at 3.20pm. Heh. Sorry Kecik aku lambat sikiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiit ajer. :D
But instead studying in the library, we studied at 159.
Ahh, so noisy uh! We studied Geography btw. Hah. Ended study at 5.30pm.
Proceed to Tamp 1 and we played card. Kecoh maaaaan! Haha! We went off at around 6pm.
Went to lepak with Fit. Reached home by 7:15pm.
That's my day lor. Mendaaaak i know.
Btw, to all Muslim peopleeee out there, happy fasting la eh.
May Lordy bless you. :)
Syarm Hetf.♥
I didn't go to school today. I had gastric early in the morning.
Wanted to go to school but terpaksa ponteng. Haha.
Not because i wanna skip school but the pain is so unbearable. So yeahyeah.
Not much happened. Woke up at 10. Did some house chores and blablablabla.
So in the afternoon, bathed, had lunch and got myself ready to go study with Kecik.
Met her at the library at 3.20pm. Heh. Sorry Kecik aku lambat sikiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiit ajer. :D
But instead studying in the library, we studied at 159.
Ahh, so noisy uh! We studied Geography btw. Hah. Ended study at 5.30pm.
Proceed to Tamp 1 and we played card. Kecoh maaaaan! Haha! We went off at around 6pm.
Went to lepak with Fit. Reached home by 7:15pm.
That's my day lor. Mendaaaak i know.
Btw, to all Muslim peopleeee out there, happy fasting la eh.
May Lordy bless you. :)
Syarm Hetf.♥
Hatred is beauty, 8/21/2009 09:14:00 PM.
20.8.09
Just so you readers wanna know, i passed my O level MT but with such a great disappointment. It's a disappointing grade. I got a C6 but i got a Distinction for my Oral, which i find it totally ridiculous. Cos, I screwed a lot on the conversation language and yet i can get a Distinction grade.
As for my written papers, i know i didn't leave any questions behind and i know i answer it confidently. Orang ader tau blaja ngan practice sampai nak setengah mampos abeh results gini macam. Lol lah sia.
Okay cut that shit.
As for today, a lot of laughters happened in the class. Too many jokes and craps that myself and classmates made. Gavin bullied me countless of times. And i have to "apologise" to him or else he'll vandalise my face with his permanent marker. :(
So mean right? I know. BLUEK UH! HAHA!
So after school, went home and had 30 mins to change and go for a study with Kecik. Nurul tagged along and we proceed to Popular bookstore at Tamp Mall as Nurul wants to buy Chemistry diagram book. Studied at McDonalds at Tamp interchange.
As usual, the three of us crack jokes and laughed out loud. After that, Nurul went off at 6, left with me and Kecik. Yadayadayada, Fit came for a while and have chit chat. And she went home, left the both of us again.
At 7, went to Tamp 1 Roof Terrace. There were like two "enemies" there. Ahh, Kecik knows the story man. They kept looking at our direction for countless of times. Being so fed up, we went off after 20 mins.
Guess what? Both of them followed us, from 5th floor, which is the Roof Terrace till the ground floor. We were freaked out and decided to hurry ourselves and separate our ways to lead our own home sweet home.
Thank God they lost us eh Kecik? Lol uh diorg. Diorg dua chol la. Haha!\
Reached home at about 7:45pm.
I'm still making my decision whether or not should i go to school tomorrow.
Some devils want me to ponteng. -__-
Pemaaaaaaaaaaaaalas! :P
Syarm Hetf.♥
As for my written papers, i know i didn't leave any questions behind and i know i answer it confidently. Orang ader tau blaja ngan practice sampai nak setengah mampos abeh results gini macam. Lol lah sia.
Okay cut that shit.
As for today, a lot of laughters happened in the class. Too many jokes and craps that myself and classmates made. Gavin bullied me countless of times. And i have to "apologise" to him or else he'll vandalise my face with his permanent marker. :(
So mean right? I know. BLUEK UH! HAHA!
So after school, went home and had 30 mins to change and go for a study with Kecik. Nurul tagged along and we proceed to Popular bookstore at Tamp Mall as Nurul wants to buy Chemistry diagram book. Studied at McDonalds at Tamp interchange.
As usual, the three of us crack jokes and laughed out loud. After that, Nurul went off at 6, left with me and Kecik. Yadayadayada, Fit came for a while and have chit chat. And she went home, left the both of us again.
At 7, went to Tamp 1 Roof Terrace. There were like two "enemies" there. Ahh, Kecik knows the story man. They kept looking at our direction for countless of times. Being so fed up, we went off after 20 mins.
Guess what? Both of them followed us, from 5th floor, which is the Roof Terrace till the ground floor. We were freaked out and decided to hurry ourselves and separate our ways to lead our own home sweet home.
Thank God they lost us eh Kecik? Lol uh diorg. Diorg dua chol la. Haha!\
Reached home at about 7:45pm.
I'm still making my decision whether or not should i go to school tomorrow.
Some devils want me to ponteng. -__-
Pemaaaaaaaaaaaaalas! :P
Syarm Hetf.♥
Hatred is beauty, 8/20/2009 08:55:00 PM.
18.8.09
Nervous! Gedebak gedebuk! Warghh! Chaos! Disorder! Hakdushhh!
Haha! I'm nervous cos 'O' level Mother Tongue results will be out tomorrow!
The moment of triumph. Wahhhhh!
A2 A2 la siaaaaa! Argh! Oh God, I beg upon thee to have some mercy on me and let me be happy with my results, once and for all. *crosses fingers and eyes*
Seriously, it will waste my time if i have to retake the paper.
So troublesome. Mafan! Leceh! Gahh!
WISH ME LUCK! Ahhhhhhhhh! Asal lah aku ni nervous dari tadi petang.
Haiyaaaaa. Guaranteed that i can't have a nap later.
Oh yaaaaaaaaaa, i have yet to complete my Physics homework. What the toot!
& heck, tomorrow got Math's mock exam. Pangsai kanasai! -_-
Ah nevermind!
Syarm! Motivate yourself! Yes you can do it!
Go go go! :D
Kay, i'm done ranting it out here readers. Good night and sweet dreams earthlings. :)
Syarm Hetf.♥
Haha! I'm nervous cos 'O' level Mother Tongue results will be out tomorrow!
The moment of triumph. Wahhhhh!
A2 A2 la siaaaaa! Argh! Oh God, I beg upon thee to have some mercy on me and let me be happy with my results, once and for all. *crosses fingers and eyes*
Seriously, it will waste my time if i have to retake the paper.
So troublesome. Mafan! Leceh! Gahh!
WISH ME LUCK! Ahhhhhhhhh! Asal lah aku ni nervous dari tadi petang.
Haiyaaaaa. Guaranteed that i can't have a nap later.
Oh yaaaaaaaaaa, i have yet to complete my Physics homework. What the toot!
& heck, tomorrow got Math's mock exam. Pangsai kanasai! -_-
Ah nevermind!
Syarm! Motivate yourself! Yes you can do it!
Go go go! :D
Kay, i'm done ranting it out here readers. Good night and sweet dreams earthlings. :)
Syarm Hetf.♥
Hatred is beauty, 8/18/2009 10:09:00 PM.
17.8.09
Kecik suffered from sawaaaaan aircon! Hahahahahaha! xD
After school, met Kecik to go for a study at McDonalds at Terminal 2, Changi Airport.
Studied chem and helped her to underline important points for summary.
Had lunch as well. We were like supeeeeeeeeeeer dupeeeeeeeeeeeer hungry uh. Tak bedek man. Haha.
It was so damn cold la. After we exit, Kecik was hyper and disturbed me sarcasticly. Perangai sawan aircon man. Takleh angz gue. :P
Studied for about two hours and went off to Tamp Mall to buy Oreo McFlurry. You seeeee! Both of us are like hungry pigs! Haha.
Went ahead to Tampines 1 and window shopped, went to last level's roof terrace. Nice scenery! :)
At 6:30pm, met Fit and Adli at 925. Reached home at 7:30pm.
Gonna study agaaaaain tomorrow! Wuuuuuuuuuuuuuuu.~ :D
Okay, currently i'm blasting Thy Fallen's Kingdom's demo, The Last Day.
Thrashing thrash thrasher band. Haha!
Vox so hooot, rhythm guitarist so cute. Iyeeelaaah, kata kawan abang aku. Mesti laa sachoooook noh. HAHA!
& HELL YES I'M IN LOVE WITH THY FALLEN KINGDOM! THEIR EP ALBUM ROCKS MY ASS! \m/
When lepaking with them. Only two pics ar, sadly. :(
P/S: No matter what, i do still love you. I do understand your current situation and therefore, I'm here to support you.
Once again dear, i heart you. :)
Syarm Hetf.♥
After school, met Kecik to go for a study at McDonalds at Terminal 2, Changi Airport.
Studied chem and helped her to underline important points for summary.
Had lunch as well. We were like supeeeeeeeeeeer dupeeeeeeeeeeeer hungry uh. Tak bedek man. Haha.
It was so damn cold la. After we exit, Kecik was hyper and disturbed me sarcasticly. Perangai sawan aircon man. Takleh angz gue. :P
Studied for about two hours and went off to Tamp Mall to buy Oreo McFlurry. You seeeee! Both of us are like hungry pigs! Haha.
Went ahead to Tampines 1 and window shopped, went to last level's roof terrace. Nice scenery! :)
At 6:30pm, met Fit and Adli at 925. Reached home at 7:30pm.
Gonna study agaaaaain tomorrow! Wuuuuuuuuuuuuuuu.~ :D
Okay, currently i'm blasting Thy Fallen's Kingdom's demo, The Last Day.
Thrashing thrash thrasher band. Haha!
Vox so hooot, rhythm guitarist so cute. Iyeeelaaah, kata kawan abang aku. Mesti laa sachoooook noh. HAHA!
& HELL YES I'M IN LOVE WITH THY FALLEN KINGDOM! THEIR EP ALBUM ROCKS MY ASS! \m/
When lepaking with them. Only two pics ar, sadly. :(
P/S: No matter what, i do still love you. I do understand your current situation and therefore, I'm here to support you.
Once again dear, i heart you. :)
Syarm Hetf.♥
Hatred is beauty, 8/17/2009 10:00:00 PM.
16.8.09
SUPEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEER SENSITIVE! URGHHHH!
I don't know what the flying fuck is wrong with me today. For the whole day at my aunt's place, i'm so moody and being so sensitive.
Whenever i look at my sister trying out my aunt's outfit, which is supeeeeeeeeer dupeeeeeeeeeeeer small, i felt the jealousy inside.
I find myself fat and hell yes, i have flabs all around my body.
Call me anorexic, i totally don't give a little damn.
However, i must calm myself down cos it's useless for me to get sensitive for the whole day.
Also, sorry for not updating yesterday. I was totally busy with family and stuffs.
Accompanied mum to the doctor at 8pm plussss as her whole body has rashes. Poor ma. :(
Fortunately, the rashes are quite gone, for now.
So, after accompanied ma home, went to meet Schlechtes Pferd and Fabian the fab total and we lepak-ed at 159. Was home at about 12 midnight.
Went home, sister and her friend wanna buy some things for the household appliances.
We went to MCP supermarket, lepak-ed, yadayada, took some pics, went home by 2am.
Pferd and Fab texted me that the last bus went already. I felt guilty you know. It's like my fault sia. Fortunately they have a friend that stays at Bedok so they went there.
As what Fab texted last night; "you see la, Jesus got taking care of Fabian one." which is obviously a LOL! Haha.
Oh Fabiaaaaaaaaaaaaan! If you are reading this, then it's good. Cos i want the pics that we took at 159! Thanks and sorry because of me, you guys missed the last bus. Heh. :D
I don't know what the flying fuck is wrong with me today. For the whole day at my aunt's place, i'm so moody and being so sensitive.
Whenever i look at my sister trying out my aunt's outfit, which is supeeeeeeeeer dupeeeeeeeeeeeer small, i felt the jealousy inside.
I find myself fat and hell yes, i have flabs all around my body.
Call me anorexic, i totally don't give a little damn.
However, i must calm myself down cos it's useless for me to get sensitive for the whole day.
Also, sorry for not updating yesterday. I was totally busy with family and stuffs.
Accompanied mum to the doctor at 8pm plussss as her whole body has rashes. Poor ma. :(
Fortunately, the rashes are quite gone, for now.
So, after accompanied ma home, went to meet Schlechtes Pferd and Fabian the fab total and we lepak-ed at 159. Was home at about 12 midnight.
Went home, sister and her friend wanna buy some things for the household appliances.
We went to MCP supermarket, lepak-ed, yadayada, took some pics, went home by 2am.
Pferd and Fab texted me that the last bus went already. I felt guilty you know. It's like my fault sia. Fortunately they have a friend that stays at Bedok so they went there.
As what Fab texted last night; "you see la, Jesus got taking care of Fabian one." which is obviously a LOL! Haha.
Oh Fabiaaaaaaaaaaaaan! If you are reading this, then it's good. Cos i want the pics that we took at 159! Thanks and sorry because of me, you guys missed the last bus. Heh. :D
Hatred is beauty, 8/16/2009 10:13:00 PM.
14.8.09
Brutal Death mode on! Right on let's kill some jerks people! Cos some humans don't deserve to live in this humiliating world!
Yesterday was a different story. Today seems to be a VERY different story.
What is up with some people? Yesterday, things seems to be so loving for them and today, his mind was brainwashed by moodswings and then "telor pecah kat lantai"?
I seriously don't get it man. Just because her attitude is nonsensical to you? She's being herself dude. Girls will always be girls. When they're good, they are good to her ownself and to others. But if someone plays her heart and fvcks her upside down, in and out, she's the good girl that has gone bad and craves for revenge.
Okay, this is really complicated. Are you really gonna ask for it dude? Think again. She has done no wrong.
If you're not happy, then i'm sorry. But i have the rights to defend her cos i love her more than you do. If you think i'm a lesbian or butch and whatsoever, let me give you some trademarks on your face first. I'm not angry, but i'm disappointed. Cos i trusted you and i thought both of you will last long. Think twice. Think thrice. Think it many times and make the rightful decision.
Don't regret hereafter. Cos she may give up in having relationships with guys who are unreasonable or cheated her.
Mr Duder, I've once trapped by the net. I don't want her to befall the same thing. Don't cheat or be unreasonable to her. If she makes mistake, give her loadful of chances, that is if you still love her. If not, i assume that you're just using her.
Babe, don't be too disheartened. Say your prayers and hope nothing wrong will happen further.
Be strong girl. I know you are one. & you are a patient girl.
If anything goes wrong, I am here. Your bestfriend will be here for you, and mind you, 24/7. :)
I'm done venting my emotions here; about this.
On the brighter side of life, MY VP IS ALREADY OUT FROM SCHOOOOOOOOOL!
Yessssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssah!
What's up with him making a speech of the song No Boundaries and Adam Lambert? -.-
Ridiculous speech. I would rather hear Neo making a speech. Much more better and he's cute okay? Haha! K, i'mma biol. :)
And i'm glad that In Focus is officially over. Wooooooooooooooooooooooooooooo!
No more going home at 4.30pm. HAPPY HAPPY! :D
Note to self; 12 more days before the re-official of Prelims
& 5 more days to results out. O.o
So excited. Heh. :D
Okay, gotta blast some death metal. Daaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa~.
P/S: I really do miss you honey. :)
I l y !
Yesterday was a different story. Today seems to be a VERY different story.
What is up with some people? Yesterday, things seems to be so loving for them and today, his mind was brainwashed by moodswings and then "telor pecah kat lantai"?
I seriously don't get it man. Just because her attitude is nonsensical to you? She's being herself dude. Girls will always be girls. When they're good, they are good to her ownself and to others. But if someone plays her heart and fvcks her upside down, in and out, she's the good girl that has gone bad and craves for revenge.
Okay, this is really complicated. Are you really gonna ask for it dude? Think again. She has done no wrong.
If you're not happy, then i'm sorry. But i have the rights to defend her cos i love her more than you do. If you think i'm a lesbian or butch and whatsoever, let me give you some trademarks on your face first. I'm not angry, but i'm disappointed. Cos i trusted you and i thought both of you will last long. Think twice. Think thrice. Think it many times and make the rightful decision.
Don't regret hereafter. Cos she may give up in having relationships with guys who are unreasonable or cheated her.
Mr Duder, I've once trapped by the net. I don't want her to befall the same thing. Don't cheat or be unreasonable to her. If she makes mistake, give her loadful of chances, that is if you still love her. If not, i assume that you're just using her.
Babe, don't be too disheartened. Say your prayers and hope nothing wrong will happen further.
Be strong girl. I know you are one. & you are a patient girl.
If anything goes wrong, I am here. Your bestfriend will be here for you, and mind you, 24/7. :)
I'm done venting my emotions here; about this.
On the brighter side of life, MY VP IS ALREADY OUT FROM SCHOOOOOOOOOL!
Yessssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssah!
What's up with him making a speech of the song No Boundaries and Adam Lambert? -.-
Ridiculous speech. I would rather hear Neo making a speech. Much more better and he's cute okay? Haha! K, i'mma biol. :)
And i'm glad that In Focus is officially over. Wooooooooooooooooooooooooooooo!
No more going home at 4.30pm. HAPPY HAPPY! :D
Note to self; 12 more days before the re-official of Prelims
& 5 more days to results out. O.o
So excited. Heh. :D
Okay, gotta blast some death metal. Daaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa~.
P/S: I really do miss you honey. :)
I l y !
Hatred is beauty, 8/14/2009 09:42:00 PM.
13.8.09
Fuck fawk farkedy.
Someone's getting on my nerves.
Damn that sickening bitch. Why won't you allow Fit to live peacefully?
Why must you be the Devil and hurt people's feelings?
You're merging 18 already and what kind of attitude are you having, at your AGE?!
Calling other people desperado is actually calling yourself one.
BellaKielah, you might not know who the hell am i. Well, i'm a best friend of Fit.
Not happy with Fit or Adli or BOTH, over my dead body first bitch.
Thou are no God. And God is not in thou.
Is you & yourself.
Nama jer pakai tudung, tapi perangai macam Astaroth nyer bini siak.
So BellaKielah, aka Beautiful Decay aka JONGANG, hahahaha.
Get a life and don't hurt people's life okay? Cos this things revolves around you and it will come back to you one FINE day. :)
Lastly, mother doesn't teach her child to hurt people's feelings and be "greedy."
LADIES & GENTLEMEN! THAT IS WHY MINAH TUDUNGS NOWADAYS ARE SO PAINFUL IN THE EYE!
HOLY SHIT NABEY TURBAN!
Syarm Hetf.♥
Someone's getting on my nerves.
Damn that sickening bitch. Why won't you allow Fit to live peacefully?
Why must you be the Devil and hurt people's feelings?
You're merging 18 already and what kind of attitude are you having, at your AGE?!
Calling other people desperado is actually calling yourself one.
BellaKielah, you might not know who the hell am i. Well, i'm a best friend of Fit.
Not happy with Fit or Adli or BOTH, over my dead body first bitch.
Thou are no God. And God is not in thou.
Is you & yourself.
Nama jer pakai tudung, tapi perangai macam Astaroth nyer bini siak.
So BellaKielah, aka Beautiful Decay aka JONGANG, hahahaha.
Get a life and don't hurt people's life okay? Cos this things revolves around you and it will come back to you one FINE day. :)
Lastly, mother doesn't teach her child to hurt people's feelings and be "greedy."
LADIES & GENTLEMEN! THAT IS WHY MINAH TUDUNGS NOWADAYS ARE SO PAINFUL IN THE EYE!
HOLY SHIT NABEY TURBAN!
Syarm Hetf.♥
Hatred is beauty, 8/13/2009 10:38:00 PM.
12.8.09
Firstly, I'm tired.
Secondly, I'm tired.
Thirdly, I'm tired.
I'm TIRED! It seems that yesterday was the most tiring day for me throughout my 16 years of life.
I mean, upon reaching home almost 7pm, i immediately go for a shower and the next thing i knew was that i dozed off in my queen size bed for 10 hours straight. But, 10 hours of resting seems not enough for me. Geeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeezuz! Hahahahaha!
So today, not much happened. As usual, he sent me to school. Hehe. :)
You know what? One of my friend(will not reveal her real name) was being crazy early in the morning at that parade square.
It's nothing new that she has a crush on my form teacher, Mr Tan.
But what makes me kinda traumatised and laughed like a mad person was that she confessed something dirty to him.
It goes like this, short and simple, traumatising yet hilarious, "Mr Tan, your dick is sooooooo hot!". HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA!
The moment i heard that i laughed and sounded like a fatimah rocker aka pontianak and Mr Tan's face was like -.- times two. LMAO!
Macam gini eh kau confess pat cikgu. Kekek uh sey! xD
But the weird thing is that Mr Tan wasn't traumatised by what she said. -.-
Wtf uh ni cikgu. Emotionless teacher.
Oh ya, guess what again? My malay teacher said that the results will be out today, but check2 it's on the 18th or 19th. Urgh. Cikgu confident uh. Bagus Cikgu. Amalkan selalu. -.-
Kesemangatanku putus dan ku berasa hampa gara gara benda ini. :(
Oh shuuks man! I suck at Malay language. However, i desperately wanna score an A2.
A2 A2 A2 A2 A2 A2 A2 A2 A2 A2 A2 A2 A2!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! >.<
Hopefully.
I simply love today. And life's getting better each day. :D
Syarm Hetf.♥
Secondly, I'm tired.
Thirdly, I'm tired.
I'm TIRED! It seems that yesterday was the most tiring day for me throughout my 16 years of life.
I mean, upon reaching home almost 7pm, i immediately go for a shower and the next thing i knew was that i dozed off in my queen size bed for 10 hours straight. But, 10 hours of resting seems not enough for me. Geeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeezuz! Hahahahaha!
So today, not much happened. As usual, he sent me to school. Hehe. :)
You know what? One of my friend(will not reveal her real name) was being crazy early in the morning at that parade square.
It's nothing new that she has a crush on my form teacher, Mr Tan.
But what makes me kinda traumatised and laughed like a mad person was that she confessed something dirty to him.
It goes like this, short and simple, traumatising yet hilarious, "Mr Tan, your dick is sooooooo hot!". HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA!
The moment i heard that i laughed and sounded like a fatimah rocker aka pontianak and Mr Tan's face was like -.- times two. LMAO!
Macam gini eh kau confess pat cikgu. Kekek uh sey! xD
But the weird thing is that Mr Tan wasn't traumatised by what she said. -.-
Wtf uh ni cikgu. Emotionless teacher.
Oh ya, guess what again? My malay teacher said that the results will be out today, but check2 it's on the 18th or 19th. Urgh. Cikgu confident uh. Bagus Cikgu. Amalkan selalu. -.-
Kesemangatanku putus dan ku berasa hampa gara gara benda ini. :(
Oh shuuks man! I suck at Malay language. However, i desperately wanna score an A2.
A2 A2 A2 A2 A2 A2 A2 A2 A2 A2 A2 A2 A2!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! >.<
Hopefully.
I simply love today. And life's getting better each day. :D
Syarm Hetf.♥
Hatred is beauty, 8/12/2009 08:49:00 PM.
10.8.09
Part II.
Didn't update blog for three days. So today, i'd do double postings. :D
I've been so busy for the past three days. Too much house activities.
& these activities are suffocating my brain. Pfffft.
BLOGSKIN changed btw! :D. How's it huh huh huh??? White and glaring ehh? Hahaha.
Okay shhuush.
So today's public holiday. Nothing much to do.
Just went out to TM and did some window shopping. My sister wanted to buy a pair of heels but in the end, she didn't buy it. Urgh. Wasting my energy jer.
Went to Avenue 3, also did the same thing. Also wasted my energy. -.-
Menyusahkan aku jer. Sheesh.
I've got nothing much to post uh. But since i'm so bored and i've nothing else to do, I'm gonna rant shits here uh ehhhh.
Oh ya shit ass fvck kanina! Tomorrow school! Ahhhh, i'm so dreadful when it comes to school. I don't know why. Maybe too tired to study.
But i'm gonna meet that someone tomorrow morning. So you, better wake up early or else i'm going to call you and shout on the phone. Hahahahhaha! Imy la honey! x)
Done shitting. Daaaaaaaaaa!
P/S: I love you. I love you. I love you. I love you......... Words can't express how much i love you honey. I love you very very very much! :D
Didn't update blog for three days. So today, i'd do double postings. :D
I've been so busy for the past three days. Too much house activities.
& these activities are suffocating my brain. Pfffft.
BLOGSKIN changed btw! :D. How's it huh huh huh??? White and glaring ehh? Hahaha.
Okay shhuush.
So today's public holiday. Nothing much to do.
Just went out to TM and did some window shopping. My sister wanted to buy a pair of heels but in the end, she didn't buy it. Urgh. Wasting my energy jer.
Went to Avenue 3, also did the same thing. Also wasted my energy. -.-
Menyusahkan aku jer. Sheesh.
I've got nothing much to post uh. But since i'm so bored and i've nothing else to do, I'm gonna rant shits here uh ehhhh.
Oh ya shit ass fvck kanina! Tomorrow school! Ahhhh, i'm so dreadful when it comes to school. I don't know why. Maybe too tired to study.
But i'm gonna meet that someone tomorrow morning. So you, better wake up early or else i'm going to call you and shout on the phone. Hahahahhaha! Imy la honey! x)
Done shitting. Daaaaaaaaaa!
P/S: I love you. I love you. I love you. I love you......... Words can't express how much i love you honey. I love you very very very much! :D
Hatred is beauty, 8/10/2009 10:05:00 PM.
Happy 60th Birthday to my beloved mum! :)
Just a short so called poem or message, however you wanna call it. Especially for her.
Dear ma,
I wish you a happy belated birthday to you.
I wanna thank you from the bottom of my heart, cos without you, I'm a non existance in this world.
I thank God that i'm still alive till today and it's all thanks to you.
With your condition that you have been suffering for 20 years, you have not given yourself up.
Instead, you choose to be strong for me and for the family.
Without your strength and enduring the pain, and your faith towards God hoping that i wasn't born retarded, i may be such a misery to you and others.
I thank you for taking care of me with much love and concern.
I admit this.
I might be rude to you at times, but the fact is, i did that just to show you how much i love you.
How much i need you in my life.
I don't know how am i going to survive when you're no longer here.
Because you, you showed me which one is the right path and which is the wrong path.
I thank you for guiding me through a proper education, i thank you for spending things just for me, i thank you for how much you nag at me, because i know you want me for the better.
I love you ma. I always do.
& I sincerely apologise for all my wrongdoings and made you upset, just because of me.
Every mother wants a good attitude and educated child.
I will fulfill your wish. You're the one that has been supporting me throughout my 16 years of life.
I shall not disappoint you.
Before it's too late, i wanna make you happy.
& that i promise.
I love you, ma.
Terima kasih atas segala kasih sayang dan kebahagiaan yang ma beri kepada Syarmilla. :)
Syarm Hetf.♥
Just a short so called poem or message, however you wanna call it. Especially for her.
Dear ma,
I wish you a happy belated birthday to you.
I wanna thank you from the bottom of my heart, cos without you, I'm a non existance in this world.
I thank God that i'm still alive till today and it's all thanks to you.
With your condition that you have been suffering for 20 years, you have not given yourself up.
Instead, you choose to be strong for me and for the family.
Without your strength and enduring the pain, and your faith towards God hoping that i wasn't born retarded, i may be such a misery to you and others.
I thank you for taking care of me with much love and concern.
I admit this.
I might be rude to you at times, but the fact is, i did that just to show you how much i love you.
How much i need you in my life.
I don't know how am i going to survive when you're no longer here.
Because you, you showed me which one is the right path and which is the wrong path.
I thank you for guiding me through a proper education, i thank you for spending things just for me, i thank you for how much you nag at me, because i know you want me for the better.
I love you ma. I always do.
& I sincerely apologise for all my wrongdoings and made you upset, just because of me.
Every mother wants a good attitude and educated child.
I will fulfill your wish. You're the one that has been supporting me throughout my 16 years of life.
I shall not disappoint you.
Before it's too late, i wanna make you happy.
& that i promise.
I love you, ma.
Terima kasih atas segala kasih sayang dan kebahagiaan yang ma beri kepada Syarmilla. :)
Syarm Hetf.♥
Hatred is beauty, 8/10/2009 09:28:00 PM.
7.8.09
Bored bored bored.
That is my current mood.
& i'm missing him soooo much! :[
Even though we met twice today but it isn't enough for me. Ahhhhh!
How i wish you could be by my side 24/7.
As for today, had national day celebration. I don't know why but we upper secondary students seemed so hyper and active during the event. All of us was singing the National Day song whole-heartedly. And the lower sec students were not energetic. Their looks and and voice sounded like as if they're dying. Haha!
& yes, our DM loves US upper sec! Hah. Also, i bullied my form teacher.
We received a free gift, and there were extras of it. I demanded him with much force.
He keeps rolling eyes on me. But in the end, i got two instead of one! :D
Hah! Mr Tan so lembuuuuut! Cannot bully me one. LMAO!
Oh oh oh guess what?! That big butt jumbo krepot face will be going out from school next week! YESSSSAAAAAAH! Farewell sucker! You will not be missed. xD
School ended at 10am. Went to 63 to meet Fit at about 10++. Waited for Adli. Blablablabla, both of them went to Outram for jamming. I can't tag along last minute cos mum wants me back home a.s.a.p. Multi-millions of apologies to Adli & Fit.
Later evening at about 7, i met up with him again! He was lepak-ing alone at 944. So, i made an initiative to come down and accompany him and release his boredom-ness! Went off at 8, as he has some night activity.
Ah, let me end it. I've done ranting shits here.
P/S: You're one of the sweetest guy. Ilyvm. (:
Syarm Hetf.♥
That is my current mood.
& i'm missing him soooo much! :[
Even though we met twice today but it isn't enough for me. Ahhhhh!
How i wish you could be by my side 24/7.
As for today, had national day celebration. I don't know why but we upper secondary students seemed so hyper and active during the event. All of us was singing the National Day song whole-heartedly. And the lower sec students were not energetic. Their looks and and voice sounded like as if they're dying. Haha!
& yes, our DM loves US upper sec! Hah. Also, i bullied my form teacher.
We received a free gift, and there were extras of it. I demanded him with much force.
He keeps rolling eyes on me. But in the end, i got two instead of one! :D
Hah! Mr Tan so lembuuuuut! Cannot bully me one. LMAO!
Oh oh oh guess what?! That big butt jumbo krepot face will be going out from school next week! YESSSSAAAAAAH! Farewell sucker! You will not be missed. xD
School ended at 10am. Went to 63 to meet Fit at about 10++. Waited for Adli. Blablablabla, both of them went to Outram for jamming. I can't tag along last minute cos mum wants me back home a.s.a.p. Multi-millions of apologies to Adli & Fit.
Later evening at about 7, i met up with him again! He was lepak-ing alone at 944. So, i made an initiative to come down and accompany him and release his boredom-ness! Went off at 8, as he has some night activity.
Ah, let me end it. I've done ranting shits here.
P/S: You're one of the sweetest guy. Ilyvm. (:
Syarm Hetf.♥
Hatred is beauty, 8/07/2009 10:26:00 PM.
6.8.09
I wasted a 13 mark essay question. Wasted! The time given was seriously not enough sia. Ishk.
Okay, heck it. Paper ended at 10.40am. After that, proceed to 63 and waited Adli for one and the half hours. So while waiting, i did a lot of maths revision. :)
Hardworking eh? LOL!
So, at about 1pm, Fit came by at 63. Lepak-ed with them till 3pm.
Proceed back to school with my P.E tshirt on for the captain's ball competition.
We had 2 rounds with different classes, 4E2 and 3E5/N1.
4N3 emerged second place! Woohoo!
Sorry for the misses girls.
I fvcking sprained my left 3rd finger during the competition with 4E2, and that very own finger was fractured before, and that too in the same event! O.o.
But i truly enjoyed during the competition. I bullied Sherlyn, a girl from 4E2, aka my NPCC friend by calling her shorty and "sampah" (inside joke).
I thought she's going to tease me back but in the end she shouted, "HAPPY BELATED BIRTHDAY!". -.-
4E2 girls laughed, i also laugh uh. Haha!
After the competition, met up with him. (We met twice today!)
Took 67 and went to 941, met Fit and Adli again!
Adli took a video of us three. Haha! Funny as hell siol!
Cam-whore a bit of this and a bit of that.
Lalalalala, we had our own privacy. :)
Reached home at about 7.3opm.
Thanks a lot for teman-ing me home.
I'm missing him already. Awwwwwwww. :(
Btw Fit, I wanna see the vid! :D
Kekek maaaaaan! Haha.
p/s; i m y & i l y !
Okay, heck it. Paper ended at 10.40am. After that, proceed to 63 and waited Adli for one and the half hours. So while waiting, i did a lot of maths revision. :)
Hardworking eh? LOL!
So, at about 1pm, Fit came by at 63. Lepak-ed with them till 3pm.
Proceed back to school with my P.E tshirt on for the captain's ball competition.
We had 2 rounds with different classes, 4E2 and 3E5/N1.
4N3 emerged second place! Woohoo!
Sorry for the misses girls.
I fvcking sprained my left 3rd finger during the competition with 4E2, and that very own finger was fractured before, and that too in the same event! O.o.
But i truly enjoyed during the competition. I bullied Sherlyn, a girl from 4E2, aka my NPCC friend by calling her shorty and "sampah" (inside joke).
I thought she's going to tease me back but in the end she shouted, "HAPPY BELATED BIRTHDAY!". -.-
4E2 girls laughed, i also laugh uh. Haha!
After the competition, met up with him. (We met twice today!)
Took 67 and went to 941, met Fit and Adli again!
Adli took a video of us three. Haha! Funny as hell siol!
Cam-whore a bit of this and a bit of that.
Lalalalala, we had our own privacy. :)
Reached home at about 7.3opm.
Thanks a lot for teman-ing me home.
I'm missing him already. Awwwwwwww. :(
Btw Fit, I wanna see the vid! :D
Kekek maaaaaan! Haha.
p/s; i m y & i l y !
Hatred is beauty, 8/06/2009 09:55:00 PM.
5.8.09
Today was superb.
Nothing much happened but it was great to be back in school and see all my teachers and fellow friends.
Some of them have the guts to ask me where the hell have i disappeared for the past one week.
Hahaha. Silly question. -_-
And some friends did wish me happy belated birthday.
Well, thanks for the wishhhhh! ^.^
And what's even more great was this morning. I got to meet someone siol. Haha.
Thanks for the accompany. Appreciate it a lot. :)
Oh Ting Qin, THANKS FOR TH 16 SLAPS AND ONE EXTRA SLAP ON MY BACK!
IT REALLY HURTS A LOT! Thank you!
And you're welcome cos i did the same thing to you too.
Do you believe that it is still painful till now?! Yes it does still hurts Teng teng! -_-
As for today, there are no prelim paper for the O level mother tongue students as only the students who is taking N level mother tongue seats for the prelim paper.
But tomorrow so sian. One of the subjects that i hated the most. Sosial studies. Haha!
I hate the subject. And i would even heck care to study or just do a bit of revision.
Fvck SS!
But it's a good thing that the paper will end early and got to go home early as well.
Oh yeah! Tomorrow's our inter-house/class competition! (Captain's ball for girls)
Damn, must report by 3.30pm.
I wonder what will i be doing for 3-4 hours before the launch of the competition.
Rotting Ist Krieg!!!!! Hahahahaha!
Okay, i think i've posted enough. Will update soon aye? :)
P/S: Gonna meet you again tomorrow! Weeeeeeeee!
& cheer up okay? I'm here for you. :)
Syarm Hetf.♥
Nothing much happened but it was great to be back in school and see all my teachers and fellow friends.
Some of them have the guts to ask me where the hell have i disappeared for the past one week.
Hahaha. Silly question. -_-
And some friends did wish me happy belated birthday.
Well, thanks for the wishhhhh! ^.^
And what's even more great was this morning. I got to meet someone siol. Haha.
Thanks for the accompany. Appreciate it a lot. :)
Oh Ting Qin, THANKS FOR TH 16 SLAPS AND ONE EXTRA SLAP ON MY BACK!
IT REALLY HURTS A LOT! Thank you!
And you're welcome cos i did the same thing to you too.
Do you believe that it is still painful till now?! Yes it does still hurts Teng teng! -_-
As for today, there are no prelim paper for the O level mother tongue students as only the students who is taking N level mother tongue seats for the prelim paper.
But tomorrow so sian. One of the subjects that i hated the most. Sosial studies. Haha!
I hate the subject. And i would even heck care to study or just do a bit of revision.
Fvck SS!
But it's a good thing that the paper will end early and got to go home early as well.
Oh yeah! Tomorrow's our inter-house/class competition! (Captain's ball for girls)
Damn, must report by 3.30pm.
I wonder what will i be doing for 3-4 hours before the launch of the competition.
Rotting Ist Krieg!!!!! Hahahahaha!
Okay, i think i've posted enough. Will update soon aye? :)
P/S: Gonna meet you again tomorrow! Weeeeeeeee!
& cheer up okay? I'm here for you. :)
Syarm Hetf.♥
Hatred is beauty, 8/05/2009 09:10:00 PM.
4.8.09
OMG OMG OMG! IT'S FINALLY WORKING!
WOOOHOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO!!!
So happy and i feel so alive.
So let me do my blogging! *big grin*
Okay, today's my last of quarantine at home.
Can't wait to step in school!
Damn, i miss my classmates and their lame jokes soooooo much!
And i miss my fav subjects. (maths & physics)
Wooohooo! My expression of joy has gone beyond normal.
Okay, senang cakap words can't express my feelings.
You gotta see my retardness now.
Shouting, "WOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO!" just because of this blogger. -.-
So 4N3, get ready for my grand appearance tomorrow okay.
LAWL! xD
P/S: I never expected it, but i'm happy. I M Y! Wooooooooooooo! x)
Hatred is beauty, 8/04/2009 02:34:00 PM.
3.8.09
Brvtally and violently 16 years of age!
I AM FINALLY 16 YEARS OLD FVCKS! Hahahaha!
Guess what? In the morning around 12++ midnight, my sister's friend poured cold water all over me!
Damn, i just turned 16 and early in the morning got birthday bash already! Hahaa!
And as for overwhelming wishes from many people, thanks for your sincere wish. It's an honor give by you all.
Okay, guess what, I might be going for Tribute gig at Crawlspace.
Please do come down and support! :D
P/S: You're always welcome. I've never been this happy to be honest. :)
I AM FINALLY 16 YEARS OLD FVCKS! Hahahaha!
Guess what? In the morning around 12++ midnight, my sister's friend poured cold water all over me!
Damn, i just turned 16 and early in the morning got birthday bash already! Hahaa!
And as for overwhelming wishes from many people, thanks for your sincere wish. It's an honor give by you all.
Okay, guess what, I might be going for Tribute gig at Crawlspace.
Please do come down and support! :D
P/S: You're always welcome. I've never been this happy to be honest. :)
Hatred is beauty, 8/03/2009 09:47:00 PM.
2.8.09
One more hour! & I'm turning 16!
Wooooooooohoooo! :D
I just can't wait for the both hands clock to strike 12 midnight!
Haha!
I guess i must get prepared for a birthday bash since my sister bought 30 eggs!
And 5 hours ago, she gave me a very big hint.
She said, "letak kicap, chilli sauce, telor, tepung, air, coffee powder & anything's possible."
Damn, that was the hint.
Holy shit, i just hope that she'll not do it on my face while i am at lalaland. That would suck.
Probably i would wake up, looking like a zombie just gotten up from the coffin.
Haha!
& I'm so happy that i shared the same bday as Papa Het. What an honor given to me.
I was a fan of 'Tallica at a very young age but i only get to know his real birthday when i was 13. That was only 3 years ago!
LOL!
And to that someone, i appreciate it. Thanks. You do appreciate for who I am. Thanks a lot. :)
Syarm Hetf.♥
Wooooooooohoooo! :D
I just can't wait for the both hands clock to strike 12 midnight!
Haha!
I guess i must get prepared for a birthday bash since my sister bought 30 eggs!
And 5 hours ago, she gave me a very big hint.
She said, "letak kicap, chilli sauce, telor, tepung, air, coffee powder & anything's possible."
Damn, that was the hint.
Holy shit, i just hope that she'll not do it on my face while i am at lalaland. That would suck.
Probably i would wake up, looking like a zombie just gotten up from the coffin.
Haha!
& I'm so happy that i shared the same bday as Papa Het. What an honor given to me.
I was a fan of 'Tallica at a very young age but i only get to know his real birthday when i was 13. That was only 3 years ago!
LOL!
And to that someone, i appreciate it. Thanks. You do appreciate for who I am. Thanks a lot. :)
Syarm Hetf.♥
Hatred is beauty, 8/02/2009 10:55:00 PM.
