28.3.10
YOU'LL
NEVER
WALK
ALONE.
L i v e r p o o l , you guys better give a HUGE bloody pool to Sundaland...i mean Sunderland, cos this is ANFIELD amd You'll Never Walk Alone! Impress me much, Mr Fernando Torres. XOXO.
NEVER
WALK
ALONE.
L i v e r p o o l , you guys better give a HUGE bloody pool to Sundaland...i mean Sunderland, cos this is ANFIELD amd You'll Never Walk Alone! Impress me much, Mr Fernando Torres. XOXO.
Hatred is beauty, 3/28/2010 10:56:00 PM.
26.3.10
36 hours of not sleeping, worth going for the class chalet, playing in the rain, met hubby and spent time alone with hubby.
You people all care about sleeping only. Grow some tits and balls. There are many things worth doing even though you're already too weary.
I'd love today, forever. (Y)
You people all care about sleeping only. Grow some tits and balls. There are many things worth doing even though you're already too weary.
I'd love today, forever. (Y)
Hatred is beauty, 3/26/2010 09:07:00 PM.
25.3.10
Make me drool with their sexy voices and performances. Yummy.
Hatred is beauty, 3/25/2010 03:24:00 PM.
22.3.10
I've made a once upon a time with you, and i hope you'll be my happy ending.
Never thought myself being in this way. I need improvised, for myself. Life will always be fucked up halfway.
Never am i this fuckin' sensitive. Never have i cried over a guy. I was strong. What had happened to the old me? Did it just died? I'm not going down just by this. I'm not going to fall. I want to stand tall for what i will do in future.
& the key to this are patience and be observant.
What would you do, if my heart was torn in two?
Hatred is beauty, 3/22/2010 04:37:00 PM.
21.3.10
YOU'LL NEVER WALK ALONE.
It's okay if we win or lose, but we will NEVER walk alone.
Liverpool FC for life! \m/
Hatred is beauty, 3/21/2010 11:04:00 PM.
19.3.10
Fuck. I. Look. So. Fucking. Chubby. [it was taken a year ago, anyway.]
I. Am. Still. Chubby. Though. [and this has got nothing to do with the post anyway.]
It was never my intention to make you feel moody.
It was never on purpose that i didn't inform you.
When things are becoming too complicated, my mood swings are all over widely.
It was never my intention to make myself sensitive, to make myself wonder aimlessly.
I swear, i did this, cos i just want your attention.
I swear, i did this cos i just miss you.
I swear, i did all this, cos i wanna feel your true love for me.
& i swear, that i am very afraid to lose you. *tears rolling down on cheeks*
Hatred is beauty, 3/19/2010 10:40:00 PM.
16.3.10
Two years old picture. Taken in Bintan.
I've just realised how time flies. I swear it is really fast.
All those times i spent most with my ex classmates and my primary school friends happened to pass just like that.
For example, i was on FaceBook, and i read Mech Haikel's status.
Few of them i know were close to me before. Within 2 minutes, i had 3 friend requests and all of them was from the same primary school as me.
And one of them told me how we behaved in school and those bad moments which turns out to be good moments.
It was very complimentary of my friend to say that i was the most craziest girl in school. And that's a fact cos i'm ALWAYS crazy. Haha!
We had two giants in school, and it was from our batch as well.
Who else if it's none other than Mech Haikel, and Azwan! :D
I've also realised that even your worst enemy can be your good friend. Which apparently, all those people that i and them hated each other, finally become friends after years.
Somehow, i regretted for being harsh and all. I miss my ex primary and secondary class/schoolmates VERY much.
JYPS batch 2005, let's make a reunion for ourselves!
JYPS for the fucking win cos we were once dominated our school! \m/
Peace!
Also to my friends from TPSS, i wish i can hangout with you guys after your big O's are over once and for all. I miss you people as well. Remember that. =)
I am not a strong lady. In fact, everyone has their own weaknesses.
Hatred is beauty, 3/16/2010 10:58:00 PM.
15.3.10
YOU CAN DO THAT?
- Taken from Afiq's favorite line.
For the past few days, i get easily irritated. I don't know what the hell is wrong with me.
What makes me behave this way? Is it because of my swollen eye or just my moodswing?
I guess hubby was right, i am different for the past few days.
I have been feeling so negative for the past few days.
I've no confidence in what i am doing. I'm trying to find the key to the question but i simply don't know how.
I need to get positive. I want my positive Syarm to come back to me. I hate to be pessimistic. It makes me like a useless girl. Where's my optimism gone to?
Bitch, clean yourself inside out. Don't get your ass seated in front of this bloody comp, you wrecked useless woman! -.-
I need my conscious back to me. Get all my senses right. WAKE THE FUCK UP, SYARMILLLLLL-A!
On the doomier side of life, i miss YOU to the fucking maximum. I mean it, dearest.
Hatred is beauty, 3/15/2010 09:08:00 PM.
14.3.10
Once again, yesterday, which was only 1 hour and 44 minutes ago, was my another FML and also I love today day. INDEED!
As you all read my previous post, that was my plan. It happened.
Tiring as fuck, crazy as fuck, hyper as fuck.
Market, Pastamania with FCLS, and went to help out at for my cousin's wedding.
Went there and met my mamus and mamis. Heh.
Helped here and there.
At around 9 plus, i saw abang Asri! He came here all the way from KL.
Miss him a lot la.
The first thing i saw him, i immediately shouted, "Abang Asri!!!!!!!!!!!"
He was surprised and happy at the same time. Hehe.
The last time i saw him was at Malacca during her sister's wedding which was like 4 years ago! WA LAO! Haha! Lama per!
Lepak-ed with him and my other cousins at the other void deck. Chit chat and cracked a lot of jokes.
Kecohhhhh banget! Took pics, but not a lot.
Will take more of it later. Wooooo.
And i wanted to go home at 5am but my eyes can't take it any longer to open so my other cousin sent me home.
Pichas!
Cute la tu. -.-
Sabrina the busy nosy girl.
Favorite cousin, Asri!! =D
CUTE OR WHAT! NICE OR WHAT! STYLE OR WHAT!
The gifts are all nice sia!
So awed by it lah.
I guess my right eye will remain sepet till God knows when.
My mamus and mamis keep teasing me about my right eye.
Haiyooo! Pity i sia. :P
Part II will be coming soon laterrrrr.
I WANNA SLEEP.
BYE!
Hatred is beauty, 3/14/2010 02:09:00 AM.
12.3.10
Today is a FML day for me.
I hate today.
Firstly, i almost lost my dearest wallet.
Luckily i misplaced at 7-eleven where i bought maggi instant.
Thank you, honest man for returning it to the worker. God bless you!
I was damn relieved can? Hah.
As i was walking back home, i saw 2 mice at a grass patch.
One of them was following me.
I quickly fastened up my walking pace.
Kept turning back and it was still following me, to the extent that i said this in my heart, "FML! FML! Stop following me la fuck! Go and follow your friend lah! He's at the grass patch!"
Heng, never follow me till at the traffic light.
I seriously hate today just because of that!
But on the brighter side of life, i get to meet my lepaks people and hubby! =)
He isn't feeling well today. :(
I think tomorrow's gonna be a "FML and I love today" day.
I am so going to get really busy tomorrow.
My cousin's wedding is going to be held on Sunday.
I have to go there tomorrow and help out with others.
On the other hand, i may be accompanying FeezyyyCheesyyyLemonyyySqueezzyyy to my workplace tomorrow for his F&N purpose.
But before all that can happen, i must die die have to wake up early in the morning and go to the market!
WTF WTF WTF! I've not been to the wet market for 2 months already. Wah piang! -.-
This and that, shits here and there.
It's gonna be worse with my swollen eye! ARGHH!!
Right now i'm chatting with Haikal and FeezyyyCheesyyyLemonyyySqueezzyyy on msn.
Haikal is so damn irritating lah.
Keeps telling me that he always prank Zalehah, one my classmate as well.
Like cb, so budak budak lah!
GROW THE FUCK UP, HAIKAL!
YOU'RE FREAKING 17, NOT 7 OKAY!
BLOODY NOOB!
Once again, FUCK MY LIFE!
Hatred is beauty, 3/12/2010 09:13:00 PM.
10.3.10
This pic is already 2 years old. Awwww.
Pffft. -.-
My right eye is becoming from BAD to WORSE. I swear i can't take the pain anymore. I'm going to the clinic/poly, yet again.
I don't know what to update for today.
Oh, now is WWE Raw. Woohoo! Undertaker is sexy, as always. (Y)
My right eye itchy, even though it's swollen. Fuck it lah.
Today's test at school gives me a heavy headache. There were too many codes that i typed out, just to make a bloody web page, though i managed to finish it on time. (Y)
As usual i meet up my lepaks people.
I went to my workplace, just to check what time i'm working tomorrow. And yes, i'm the cashier! :DD
I don't know why i like to centralise my entry.
It seems pleasant in the eye and makes my post longer. Fuck. Lame. I. Know.
What was i talking about again?
Oh ya. Ayiz, thanks for sounding that rascal. He seems to be afraid of you. Thanks. A. Lot. And. I. Owe. You.
Endra, aku nak bilang kau ni. Semakin hari perangai kau dah makin terok. Perempuan sundal pon kalah.
Memang sajak lah muka kau macam pantat ayam, abeh tu muka mataer kau macam pantat itik.
Dua dua kental. Tapi kau lagi kental pasal mataer kau masih yp. Awwww. Can't you find any more matured looking girls? Sumpah depan peach tea bottle aku yang mataer kau pon suka seek attention. Tsk tsk.
You're the firestarter, i'll be the unleash of hatred.
I miss my dearest hubby. I miss you la giler! Hehehe. Oh Friday, please come fast. I wanna meet him so damn badly laa. Tak bedek. :P
Are you guys satisfied so far?
Uhh, am i as well?
I think i am talking to the wall and the monitor screen. No one can take my lame-ness shit other than my closest friends and hubby. Heh.
KAY BYE!
P/S: I love you and i miss you, ♥. I must remind myself that you're the one i love. Muacks. :)
Hatred is beauty, 3/10/2010 10:33:00 PM.
8.3.10
That's my new haircut.
Also, that's my nephew, Izzan! :)
Today was absolutely awesome can? I don't wanna elaborate further but boyfiee treated me to Swensen's and we bought a pair of necklace that has a bullet thing hanging for the both of us! That was the most sweetest thing anyone can ever give it to me. After walking around the Causeway Point, we spent time, only both of us. I think i just love it how we spent our time. And halfway through, i was kinda pissed. No, not because of my boyfiee, but the guitar pendant, pink friendship band, and that lime green bangles. Guess what? I threw it away just like that. Frankly, i will never regret myself for doing that, really. Thanks hubby for breaking that bangles and somehow that pink friendship band, even though you didn't manage to break it. Hehe! But anyway, i just love today, the moment i spent time with you. Fantastically fabulous and awesome.
I want more of that coming, kay hubby. You know, i know.
P/S: *Hello, mr ex boyfriend who wants to act cool in school, you're gonna get into deep shit tomorrow. Omg, i just can't wait to see it happening. Pray hard, nerdy guy. _|_
Another P/S: I love you very very much, hubby. I wanna be by your side every minute and every second. My heart grows fonder for you day by day. Even though you always pinched my tummy, bully me or makes silly faces to me, my heart belongs to you only, Safiee. Muacks! :) ♥
Hatred is beauty, 3/08/2010 10:16:00 PM.
7.3.10
Our first picture together.
No one can separate us.
Wo Ai Ni, Safiee.
MUACKS!
Hatred is beauty, 3/07/2010 10:53:00 PM.
I don't give a fuck about you anymore. You can have it your way, while i have it my own way. Myself, Fit, Afiq and Apiiz just don't care what's going on with your life anymore. If you are reading this, all i wanna say is that you're not a good friend but you're good at listening whatever shit your beloved bf talked shits about us to you. You have seen the good side of me; cheerful, kind, sacrifice things for you (i bet you'll be asking what shit am i talking about), open minded, etc. But you have also seen the bad side of me; swears a lot. But just a few moments ago, you have known the WORSE of me. I told you, i don't care what i said. My mouth, my problem. I'll probably get shits from your boyfriend but guess what, i am not scared. You have yet to know what your bf had done behind your back. So bitch, kneel down, beg and ask what had he done especially to you. Cos it won't make us affected anyway, except for you. When you know the true colors of your beloved bf, don't cry and ask help from us. Oh! Yaaaa! I forgot that you have a wide circle line of friends. Of course you don't need us. You have friends that are much more smarter, popular, hotter, sexier and etc than us. Before i forget, i can never forgive both of you, and i can never forgive myself for releasing my true colors, but i guess it's worth it after all. So long and BAD BYE.
Hatred is beauty, 3/07/2010 02:25:00 AM.
6.3.10
Lepas satu dah settle, lagi satu pulak yang timbul. Korang tak boleh ke tengok aku senang hati? Mesti ader masalah korang nak bagi kat aku. Aper? Kirekan aku ni pembawa sialan uh ni? Musibot sia. Lagi lagi kau. Kawan yang aku boleh percaya, akhirnya semua orang benci pada kau pasal kau ni dah sah two faced motherfucker. Sekarang, aku tgh ader high blood pressure, gara gara kau, aku macam gini uh sia. Mata aku pon tgh bloodshot. AT THIS POINT OF TIME, kau nak buat baik2 ngan aku eh. Takpe, teroskan ngan kau nyer play eh. Tak lama lagi, aku akan tukar kan kau nyer play. Jangan cabar aku. Kalau aku nyer kesabaran dah out of control, maknanya kau memang nak cari nahas dari aku. Sekarang kau bukan kawan aku. Aku dah tak kenal kau lagi. Selagi kau tak sedar aper yang kau buat kat kiter orang, selagi itulah aku tak AKAN maafkan kau ngan mataer kau. Kau take care.
Hatred is beauty, 3/06/2010 01:06:00 PM.
3.3.10
Why must it always be me? I don't get it.
Breathe the air in and let it FART out, Syarmy.
I need my love now. =(
Hatred is beauty, 3/03/2010 09:48:00 PM.
2.3.10
Okay, so it's been like 0.000055768days since i last post with a very LONG post.
I guess my mood for blogging long post is back. Heeee. =D
I skipped Lifeskills lesson cos i was like really dying to see my handsome sapao boyfriend at Novena.(Well, actually to Yio Chu Kang but met him there cos he works there).
The first thing that i do upon his arrival was hugging him so tightly and gave him a peck on his lip. Heeeeeeeeee! =D
Proceeded to this building and collect his payroll. On the way to that building, he pinched my flabs and i went, "OUCH! SAKIT LAAAAA!" And he shows me his silly face. Hehehe. How cute.
Gedebak gedebuk, took the bus back to YCK Mrt Station and we went to Causeway Point and we ate at LJS. He brought the Golden Deal 1 with 3 pieces of chicken while mine is only 2 pieces but he finished eating it FAST. As for me, i ate like some bloody turtle, like that lah.
Gedebak gedebuk, we went to Woodlands Civic Center and he wanted to deposit his payroll cheque at DBS bank. I told you, DBS and POSB are associated with each other, hubby! Nyahahah. After that, we proceeded to a nearby park and settled down. We were like making fun of people who walked pass us and we cracked nonsensical jokes lah. God knows how many times my flabs got pinched by him. :P
Went to inter and, just nice 168 came. Quickly hugged and kissed him. Reached home at about 8.30pm. =D
I swear, he made my day. I wish there's more of these in the future.
I love today, when you're with me.
I love you, honey. :) ♥
Hatred is beauty, 3/02/2010 11:28:00 PM.
1.3.10
010310 marks the beginning of our relationship.
Promise are meant to be kept.
You know and i know what's inside our own promises to each other. :)
I LOVE YOU, SAFIEE. ♥
Promise are meant to be kept.
You know and i know what's inside our own promises to each other. :)
I LOVE YOU, SAFIEE. ♥
Hatred is beauty, 3/01/2010 02:14:00 PM.
