31.12.09
Manager sucks, and it's even worse that she comes from Philippines. I was working 11 straight and long hours and she scolded me and nagged at me for just a small, tiny weeny mistake. Supposedly when she nags or scold, i won't smile. I just have this no expression thing on my face. And there she goes, "if you show me that face again, i will make sure...."
And i walked off clearing the plates. FVCKYOULANABEYCHAOCHEEBYE! If i smile, you thought i'm joking around, when i dont have the expression on my face, you thought i'm angry or something. You're the manager and you have the rights to tell me my mistake, but don't you HOHAA this and HOHAA that laa! You know this thing call, "talk in a nice and "learn from your mistakes" manner? Thank God you're a fvcking M A N A G E R. If you're a dishwasher, i will probably criticise you and you 3rd world bloody country sia. Oh heck, you're from Philippines. YOU SHOULD BE THANKFUL FOR WORKING IN OUR GODDAMN COUNTRY. Also, you even dare to say, show me your true colours laa. Fvckit, for now i'll keep it shut, but the next time, i might be very nasty. I don't give a flying fvck if you wanna fire me cos you're always overstressing yourself in EVERY SINGLE THING. It's true what they say, you're so obsessed with your job and you want everything to be perfect. Fvck you. Out of the 4 managers, you're the most suckiest manager ever in Pastamania, despite your needs are to perfect everything and shit. Face the fact, everybody hates you, cos your mouth is like "pantat ayam". Ahhh. Your mouth really resembles a chicken's ass. I got last few words before i end my post, GO BACK TO YOUR 3rd WORLD AND USELESS COUNTRY AKA PHILIPPINES BITCH! _|_
Hatred is beauty, 12/31/2009 01:21:00 AM.
29.12.09
I feel that the world is leaning on my shoulders.
I feel that even i have friends, they're invisible to me.
I feel that, people treat me as an invisible air.
I feel that, no matter how much good deeds i did in my life, no one will remember my good deeds.
I feel that, instead of remembering my good deeds and favour i've done for them, i get betrayal in return.
I feel that, when they're no longer my friends, they're my official foes.
I feel that, people treat me like a rubbish chute.
I feel that, i belong to nobody.
I feel that, even there's my boyfriend, i feel alone.
I feel that, i am a piece of shitcake to everybody.
I feel that, people hate me for no reason.
I feel that, if i made a mistake, people can hate me.
I feel that, God is my only friend.
I feel that, for those who do not believe in God are the most dumbest person in the universe.
I feel that, if an Atheist were to read that, i may be fvcked up and down.
I feel that, even if i were to get fvcked, they should know i have the rights to type what the fvck i want in my own blog.
In other words, i am all alone in this world.
Parents and God are my only lifesavers.
Hatred is beauty, 12/29/2009 03:16:00 AM.
23.12.09
Okay, it's like as if i did not update my blog for like 4095740958 years...FAKE!
Just came back from pasir ris park. Hang out with the familyyyyy... but Sufii wasnt there.
He's in Malaysia for now till Sunday supposedly. :(((((((((((((((((((
I'm tired............
Yes..............
Obviously.... i am bored.
Supposedly i'm off tomorrow but manager wants me to work so jyeah just work uhh.
Asalkan gaji aku jalan tapi takmo lari suaa.
What the fvck talking i? Nampak sah otak kau dah senget.
Okay, bottomline. I AM SUPER DUPER SLEEPY.
Can't wait for my pay.
Let's hangout at Pasir Ris park again and again and again!
Sufii, i m y v v v v v m. Take of yourself dear. I l y v v v v v m. =))))))))).
Lots of Love,
Syarm.
Hatred is beauty, 12/23/2009 11:33:00 PM.
15.12.09
I've been coughing non-stop for almost a week and i've been vomiting for 3 days straight. My face has becoming like a pale zombie, unfresh. I have yet to see the doctor cos i am stubborn. But i guess i HAVE to go to the polyclinic tomorrow and prescribed cough medicine, and maybe pills for my stomach or something. Blablabla. I don't have enough peace when it comes to sleeping. It's always the phlegm inside that makes my damn throat friggin' itchy and hence the cough. It's so horrifying to see myself vomiting 3 times this wee morning. Was otp with boyf and he told to go and sleep but i simply can't. This fvcking cough won't let me Rest In Peace in my fvckin' sleep. Oh wells, fvck it. Need to get ready for work later. Starts at 6 and ends at 11. Hopefully my cough isn't as bad compared to this morning. & i'm doing cashier later darn it! Now where's my honeyyyy? >.<
Syarm Hetf.♥
Hatred is beauty, 12/15/2009 03:30:00 PM.
10.12.09
HELLO READERS! =D
Okay, it's like almost one week i didn't update my temporary dead blog. Heheh. I told ya, i was so busy with work. Fortunately i was off for two days which was yesterday and today. Woooooooooo! Finally i can get more than 12 hours of sleep for two off days. Maner la aku tak GEMOK ngan BONCET! Haiyaaa!
I wish to blog a lot but i'm running out of ideas, sadly. Heh.Oh wells. D:
Oh, to spammers; korang nak spam, korang nyer pasal. Aku takda tima nak layan korang nyer karena la sia. As i said, i've got better things to do, fothermuckers.
& I AM SO GOING FOR LAMB OF FVCKING GOD!
WHO'S WITH ME FVCKERS?! HAILS! \m/
Syarm Hetf.♥
& I AM SO GOING FOR LAMB OF FVCKING GOD!
WHO'S WITH ME FVCKERS?! HAILS! \m/
Syarm Hetf.♥
Hatred is beauty, 12/10/2009 07:58:00 PM.
4.12.09
HELLO PEOPLE!!!
Hahaha..Sufii here. (: I'm posting this on behalf of Syarm. Thanks ahhh sayang for saying I jakon (well it is my first time) xD
30th November 2009 (Zakk Wylde Meet)
On that monday around 5.15pm, i went Pastamania to fetch Syarm. She's uber cute ahhh in the yellow uniform and the cap. xD Hehe. Okayokay..then she said nak jumpe fit for awhile,so we did. Fit was with Mizan. Main catching and kicking and stuff uh. Hahaha. I swear telinga boleh pekak uhh when Syarm jumpe ngan Fit. (: We all went to some bawah block to gossip and lepak. Fit was sweating in the wrong places after all the running and chasing with Mizan. Haha. And to everyone!!! Syarm can really pack punch when it comes to Pepsicola. Haha. After much catching up and talking, Me and Syarm had to leave ald. Nak jumpe ZAKK WYLDE KAN. Haha. Fit kene beli ayam or sumthg. Haha.
Waited for 10 quite long though. And i realised that sayang get bussick sometimes ): Awwww..not long after sampai jugak Katong there. The queue punye panjang. Haha. OK. Cut short ehhh to Zakk Wylde. \m/
First thing, Zakk Wylde gentel guitar for like 15mins? Like HOW DOES HE DO THAT? Haha. Then it was QNAs. Wanna know how to be a Rock God? Plastic surgery and penile extensions, Mr Wylde said. Haha. He damn friendly uhhh.. then came the time to meet the Man himself. HAHAHAHAHAHHAHAHAHHAHAHHAHAHAAHHA.
Syarm was first up...she had to wait and wait and wait punye lamer. She dapat salam the undertaker guy and THEN ZAKK WYLDE!!!! Hahaha. She got 1 and half hug, got to shake his hand, and an autograph. I also had pretty much the same thing. (:
After that, we were at the busstop giggling and laughing cos too happpy ahh. Haha. Bnyk mepek jugak ahh bout wedding ahh, zakk wylde jealous of me ahh and many more.
Headed to tamp to makan macs. Then went under her block to lepak for awhile. Hehehe. xD Syarm can be very cute when she giggles and more when i do my pouty face with the squints. ^^ We hugged and more laa. U know. (:
And I would like to thank Zakk Wylde for bringing us together. \m/
The day that we would never forget 30th Nov '09. It was 12am ald and we kissed and hugged to wrap things up. Then I sent her home. Gahhhh.
So here are the pics people...
Hahaha..Sufii here. (: I'm posting this on behalf of Syarm. Thanks ahhh sayang for saying I jakon (well it is my first time) xD
30th November 2009 (Zakk Wylde Meet)
On that monday around 5.15pm, i went Pastamania to fetch Syarm. She's uber cute ahhh in the yellow uniform and the cap. xD Hehe. Okayokay..then she said nak jumpe fit for awhile,so we did. Fit was with Mizan. Main catching and kicking and stuff uh. Hahaha. I swear telinga boleh pekak uhh when Syarm jumpe ngan Fit. (: We all went to some bawah block to gossip and lepak. Fit was sweating in the wrong places after all the running and chasing with Mizan. Haha. And to everyone!!! Syarm can really pack punch when it comes to Pepsicola. Haha. After much catching up and talking, Me and Syarm had to leave ald. Nak jumpe ZAKK WYLDE KAN. Haha. Fit kene beli ayam or sumthg. Haha.
Waited for 10 quite long though. And i realised that sayang get bussick sometimes ): Awwww..not long after sampai jugak Katong there. The queue punye panjang. Haha. OK. Cut short ehhh to Zakk Wylde. \m/
First thing, Zakk Wylde gentel guitar for like 15mins? Like HOW DOES HE DO THAT? Haha. Then it was QNAs. Wanna know how to be a Rock God? Plastic surgery and penile extensions, Mr Wylde said. Haha. He damn friendly uhhh.. then came the time to meet the Man himself. HAHAHAHAHAHHAHAHAHHAHAHHAHAHAAHHA.
Syarm was first up...she had to wait and wait and wait punye lamer. She dapat salam the undertaker guy and THEN ZAKK WYLDE!!!! Hahaha. She got 1 and half hug, got to shake his hand, and an autograph. I also had pretty much the same thing. (:
After that, we were at the busstop giggling and laughing cos too happpy ahh. Haha. Bnyk mepek jugak ahh bout wedding ahh, zakk wylde jealous of me ahh and many more.
Headed to tamp to makan macs. Then went under her block to lepak for awhile. Hehehe. xD Syarm can be very cute when she giggles and more when i do my pouty face with the squints. ^^ We hugged and more laa. U know. (:
And I would like to thank Zakk Wylde for bringing us together. \m/
The day that we would never forget 30th Nov '09. It was 12am ald and we kissed and hugged to wrap things up. Then I sent her home. Gahhhh.
\m/ S.S.S \m/
Sufii Sayang Syarm!!!!!
or Slaves Shall Serve (the cover will be up by the end of the month k sayang)
ZAKK GETS TO HUG SYARM!!! (:
I think this is our first pic together? At Blackhole \m/
Okayyy...so dah malam, Nights everyone. Sweet dreams. This is Sufii signing out.
Gahhhhhhhh...I love you Nurul Syarmilla Binte Januir!!!!
Sufii Staine \m/
Hatred is beauty, 12/04/2009 02:23:00 AM.
3.12.09
SORRY!
I AM NOT GONNA UPDATE MY BLOG TOO OFTEN!
And spammers.... -.-
Please, i can't be bothered to spam around and cari pasal.
If you dislike me, give me a good reason why.
Cos from what i know, i don't pick up fights.
You hate me cos you're jealous.
Hah, i'm pissing you so badly that you're farting out with acid now.
I don't find faults with people for no fvckin' a reason.
If you said i'm a fanatic and kental, go on and tell the whole world that Syarm is this and that.
Cos the bottomline says, Whoever starts the fire, he/she will end it oneself.
If you don't get, then BETTER GET IT.
Hatred is beauty, 12/03/2009 04:02:00 PM.
