28.4.10
And i hope you can feel my heart.
Cos it is pumping softly.. for you.
I told you, my love for you will never change.
I do still love you.
But..do you still love me as much as when we were together?
I'm in need for an answer from you.
I always remind myself that YOU are the only guy whom i truly love most.
Only God knows how keen i am to meet you desperately. =\
Hatred is beauty, 4/28/2010 03:44:00 PM.
26.4.10
My blog is so smelly and kinda dead. All thanks to me for not updating it frequently. Lalala.
Aku sumpah kepada tong sampah yang berbulu bahawa aku mendak giler sampai aku rasa nak termampos gitu. Haiyaaaa.
I need to say this; Safiee, i miss you very much. I really REALLY want to meet you, badly. :'''((((
Hatred is beauty, 4/26/2010 02:51:00 PM.
18.4.10
I'm sorry if i didn't message you or chat with you. For the past few days, i've been in dilemma. I've seen the worst of me. I wanted to chat/message you, but the awkwardness attacks me just right when i wanted to contact you. I'm sorry to make you like this. I'm sorry. Truly sorry. I guess i'm missing you too much, even though we're no longer together. :'(
Hatred is beauty, 4/18/2010 01:03:00 AM.
14.4.10
I hate being in dilemma. God help me. :(
Hatred is beauty, 4/14/2010 11:16:00 PM.
:'(
Hatred is beauty, 4/14/2010 09:55:00 PM.
11.4.10
WOOT WOOT! TOMORROW I'M GOING BACK TO SCHOOL! WOOT! I CAN'T WAIIIIIIIIIIT! WOOT WOOT! :DDDDDDD
Hatred is beauty, 4/11/2010 11:46:00 PM.
10.4.10
Please read this.
I'm scared.
I'm really really scared.
Few guys have started contacting me back.
And those few guys are the ones that wanted me in their life so much.
Please help me. I'm scared and i just don't have the heart to entertain them.
:'(
Hatred is beauty, 4/10/2010 12:38:00 AM.
8.4.10
Every time when i wake up from sleep, i shed a tear or two. And then, i smile, cos the first thing that always appear in my mind, is you. Only you. :)
♥
Hatred is beauty, 4/08/2010 10:46:00 PM.
7.4.10
Even though our relationship has ended, this isn't a goodbye.
You know it.
You know that you're the only guy that i truly love most.
You know that you're always be special to me.
ALWAYS.
No matter what, this heart of mine will still belong to you.
I'll always remember our sweetest memories.
I'll always remember the good times we had for each other.
I'll always remember the quote, "Don't predict the future."
To sum up all, i will still love you, now and in future.
Thanks for the memories, Safiee.
You taught me how to appreciate love, and now i do.
I love you, dear. :')
Hatred is beauty, 4/07/2010 10:35:00 AM.
6.4.10
Solo cuts off, but hell, the four of you still got the balls to perform that kind of jizzonyourpantsass song! I LOVE METAL-LICK-YA! =D
Hatred is beauty, 4/06/2010 09:57:00 PM.
5.4.10
I realised i'm being such a jinx to EVERYONE who is close to me. Whatever i do, seems to be all wrong. I realised all these while, my life is being tested on the line. I realised that i'm the sun to everybody's eyes. I can feel their hatred and pain towards me. I can tell it the moment they show/tell their expressions to me. Fuck you, i'm not being emotional. I'm just splatter all it out here. Cos it has been on my mind almost all the time. Seriously people, what's the use of living? I just can't stand the fact that i am actually a bloody inhumane to others. That's why people treated me so bad. I know you people don't need me. So stop being a drama fuckin' mama that you miss me or whatfuckinshits. Fuckin' tool piece of bullock.
Hatred is beauty, 4/05/2010 02:38:00 AM.
2.4.10
So yesterday was April Fool's day. It was also my first monthsary being with dearest hubby.
The day before 1st April, i was working. After work, i headed home and took out my handphone. The first message from him was; "i want a break up", and then followed by another message, "oh come on, let's settle once and for all". I was kind of shocked. But after a while, i remembered that it's April Fools Day. So, i told him, just give in. It won't work for me. And yeah, the first plan made by him was totally an epic fail. Haha!
And when the prank doesn't work, he pretended that he's moody and such. Like wtf laaa. The bloody matter was dragged till like 3 am? To the extent that our 1st month outing was "almost" cancelled. I was mentally traumatized. Haiyo. Wonderful eh? Thanks a lot for that sayang. -___-
So! Met him at Somerset. Actually, we were supposed to meet at 4.30. But infinity thanks to me, i'm late. Argh. I hate being late! Screw you Syarmeh! Anyways, we headed to Cathay Cineleisure and we watched the movie, "How To Teach Your Dragon". Omgisms! The movie was so funny and cute at the same time. Toothless' soooooooo adorable. Teeeheee! I wanna watch again uh. Such a funny movie!
After movie, we went to this shop where it sells S-H-O-E-S. Hubby has been eyeing on that black Vans shoe and a few others. And he kept asking me if he should buy that Vans shoe or not and i just say, "go buy la, nanti takda rugi!" So he bought it, and yes, the size that he fits was the last piece. NASIB eh! Cost him 100 bucks. Fuuuh. After that i bought myself a headphone! Pink skull! Woot woot! Heheh. Hubby bought one for his brother as well. :D
Gedebak gedebuk, we went to Bugis. Hubby wanted to buy a purse for his mum, but then we went to Bugis street. Bought myself 3 like dresses and hubby bought pants and shirt for himself as well. After that we went to eat at McDonalds. And we headed to the same place to buy a purse for his mum. So, i helped hubby by choosing a small, simple yet seemed delicate to his mum's eyes. And i chose one, a Bonia branded purse ,cos that his mum's favorite brand laa. Heheh. Also, he treated me LOG tshirt and LIME GREEN checkered tshirt. Hubby was noisy when i got that LOG design for my size but not his. Hahahaha! :P
Sat down, cracked jokes and there's always laughter from the beginning till the end. After that, we headed home. Sadly, hubby can't send me home cos he was working early in the morning today. But i understood. And so we parted our own to our own home sweet home. And i reached home exactly at 11 on the dot. Nice.
I was and still deeply in love yesterday. We had so much fun. Hope is GONE, cos we fulfilled it. I want more of this coming! Teehee.
010410, the bestest day i've ever ever had with you!
I LOVE YOU, HONEY HUBBY MUNCHKIN! Muacks!
P/S: Sorry for the late post. :P
The day before 1st April, i was working. After work, i headed home and took out my handphone. The first message from him was; "i want a break up", and then followed by another message, "oh come on, let's settle once and for all". I was kind of shocked. But after a while, i remembered that it's April Fools Day. So, i told him, just give in. It won't work for me. And yeah, the first plan made by him was totally an epic fail. Haha!
And when the prank doesn't work, he pretended that he's moody and such. Like wtf laaa. The bloody matter was dragged till like 3 am? To the extent that our 1st month outing was "almost" cancelled. I was mentally traumatized. Haiyo. Wonderful eh? Thanks a lot for that sayang. -___-
So! Met him at Somerset. Actually, we were supposed to meet at 4.30. But infinity thanks to me, i'm late. Argh. I hate being late! Screw you Syarmeh! Anyways, we headed to Cathay Cineleisure and we watched the movie, "How To Teach Your Dragon". Omgisms! The movie was so funny and cute at the same time. Toothless' soooooooo adorable. Teeeheee! I wanna watch again uh. Such a funny movie!
After movie, we went to this shop where it sells S-H-O-E-S. Hubby has been eyeing on that black Vans shoe and a few others. And he kept asking me if he should buy that Vans shoe or not and i just say, "go buy la, nanti takda rugi!" So he bought it, and yes, the size that he fits was the last piece. NASIB eh! Cost him 100 bucks. Fuuuh. After that i bought myself a headphone! Pink skull! Woot woot! Heheh. Hubby bought one for his brother as well. :D
Gedebak gedebuk, we went to Bugis. Hubby wanted to buy a purse for his mum, but then we went to Bugis street. Bought myself 3 like dresses and hubby bought pants and shirt for himself as well. After that we went to eat at McDonalds. And we headed to the same place to buy a purse for his mum. So, i helped hubby by choosing a small, simple yet seemed delicate to his mum's eyes. And i chose one, a Bonia branded purse ,cos that his mum's favorite brand laa. Heheh. Also, he treated me LOG tshirt and LIME GREEN checkered tshirt. Hubby was noisy when i got that LOG design for my size but not his. Hahahaha! :P
Sat down, cracked jokes and there's always laughter from the beginning till the end. After that, we headed home. Sadly, hubby can't send me home cos he was working early in the morning today. But i understood. And so we parted our own to our own home sweet home. And i reached home exactly at 11 on the dot. Nice.
I was and still deeply in love yesterday. We had so much fun. Hope is GONE, cos we fulfilled it. I want more of this coming! Teehee.
010410, the bestest day i've ever ever had with you!
I LOVE YOU, HONEY HUBBY MUNCHKIN! Muacks!
P/S: Sorry for the late post. :P
Hatred is beauty, 4/02/2010 10:56:00 PM.
1.4.10
HAPPY 1st, dearest hubby. :)
Psst, will edit more later.
Going out in 2 hours time with him. Can't wait. :D
Psst, will edit more later.
Going out in 2 hours time with him. Can't wait. :D
Hatred is beauty, 4/01/2010 01:08:00 PM.
