30.5.10

Singapore Death Fest was AWE-FUCK-SOME.

After three months of not going to gigs, i finally made myself free yesterday to let my inner rage in me to behave like a beast.

Most of the bands that i anticipated was as brutal as fuck, gory as fuck and of course, sexy as fuck.

Finally i get to headbang and windmill A LOT, bodysurf and mosh! It felt so good.

Took a lot of random photos outside Blackhole.

I'm just too lazy to elaborate la. Haha.

But overall, the bands that played yesterday was fucking brutal. But the crowds wasn't supportive much.

Right now, right side of my head has a lump, thanks to Flesh Disgorged's guitarist's guitar's knob that hit on my head while i was windmilling.

I'm having neck cramps, as usual.

& yes yes! I've got Cardiac Necropsy's last piece, limited edition free t-shirt!

Hahaha! At first Tina was the one that has it as the vocalist threw that shirt to her.

But after the performance, the t-shirt was at Elly's bag. But since none of them took it, apa lagi, aku amek lah! HAHAHAHA!

I was being a bitch, for a day ONLY! :P

Okay, i'm just waiting for Mosh Party 5 and Now Suffer!

Fuck yeah let's bang again! :DDDD

Hatred is beauty, 5/30/2010 01:53:00 PM.

28.5.10

My end, it justifies my needs.

All i ever do is delay.

My every attempt to invade.

The end of the road.

I just wish that the world is in my two very own hands,

punishing every mankind who crossed over the line,

torturing, giving slavery and vengeance.

Why am i being like this most of the time? I don't like being infuriated,

but some fucked up dogs made me being in this way.

Making me hammer smashing face to you motherfucking creatures.

Fuck it. I wish i wasn't born. I don't wish to feel pain in the heart.

Life's a bitch, a never ending wheel, a cycle that repeats.

I just wish God never invented the feeling, angry/hatred/pain.

By the way, i wanna have my own freedom of speech to the worldwide web.

Bitch, i may know you for only 8 months. You were good to me in the beginning. You were good to your ex-best friend whom you have known for 14 goddamn years.

You've let your thoughts deceived you. You've let Satan do the talking instead of Gabriel doing the talk. You've made a move where it leads to one huge pile of mistakes. You've made every one of us who we considered you to be our close friend walked out from you.

I used to trust you, let you to be my listening ear whenever i had problems.

But because of your mouth, the trust I'd build just for you have been destroyed.

Just like the saying, "Kerana mulut, badan binasa."

Ever since you had make yourself an extreme makeover, your attitude towards us changed as well.

Like seriously, what wrong have we ever did to you?

This has been going for almost 3 months. We thought you deserved a second chance.

But no, i took back my words. You fucking don't deserve it.

I am still not satisfied with you. Yes, you read it. NOT SATISFIED.

But oh well, you did mentioned that you wish you were never part of our friendship.

Don't you think we didn't wish the same thing as well.

I'm glad that i fed my pride and ego, to taunt you down.

I wish the better of you and your future endeavors.

I'll make sure you'll live your life with remorse. I can bet, you will never get friends like us, whom we trusted you, hated you, but missed the old you.

We all know, you are not the same anymore.

And no, i ain't doing this for the sake of sympathy.

I am doing this, for the sake of recalling the deeds you've done.

SNAP. AND. WAKE. THE. FUCK. UP. TO. YOUR. MISTAKES. MOTHERFUCKER.

Hatred is beauty, 5/28/2010 10:13:00 PM.

27.5.10

FUCK YOU LA MENSTRUAL WHY MUST YOU COME SO FAST?!

KAN PERANGAI AKU DAH PERANGAI MACAM SIAL.

PERANGAI MACAM SIAL= PMS!

BINGET UH SIAL! ARGHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH!

Hatred is beauty, 5/27/2010 09:13:00 PM.

25.5.10

HOW DOES IT FEEL TO BE ALIVE?

SUCKS.

Cos God has yet to kill two faced bastards in this world, that's why.

Hatred is beauty, 5/25/2010 09:30:00 PM.

24.5.10

3 months ago pic. Pathetic ey? Bloody hahaha.

God knows how fucking infuriated i am now.

God knows how much i hate people who talks shit behind my back.

Satan knows whenever i am beyond hot temper, even God can't do anything about it.

Two-faced inhumane shouldn't fucking exist.

I wonder why the fuck God let those creatures live in this world.

Let alone the world is already pathetic, but combine the world and them makes my life a miserable one.

And one more thing, I am not your bloody SOCAI. However you spell it.

I am referring to whoever you are that sweet talked to me blablabla shits, but behind my back, you're doing different thing.

Siapa siapa yang terasa, itu korang punya pasal eh.

Sesiapa yang termakan cili, dialah yang terasa pedas sampai mulut dier terbakar ngan api. _|_

I am not afraid to say that, YOU TWO-FACED PIGS ARE LOSERS. :)

Hatred is beauty, 5/24/2010 09:27:00 PM.

16.5.10

Yesterday was an awesome Saturday with the gangs; Fit, Apiiz, Farhan, Mimin, Chacky, Fir, Mansur, Lutfi Babyface and Adil Jacky!

It was damn fun, despite the long distances that we walked from City Hall to Bugis, and from Bugis to Orchard. And then head back to City Hall.

My legs were blistering like mad. And my handbag was heavy laa.

I barefooted two times while all of us, except for Farhan and Mimin cos they left while when we were about to make a move to City Hall MRT.

Many thanks to Fir and Lutfi Bbyface for carrying my handbag. Goddamn it, i makde you guys like a fool. :(((

But they were okay with it. Woahh. :O

CHEEEZYYYY! I AM STILL WAITING FOR THE PICS TO BE UPLOADED!

I want my gorgeous pictures! Teeheee! x)

Hatred is beauty, 5/16/2010 03:08:00 PM.

12.5.10

It's been a while since i've last updated my blog.

My apologies for not updating it.

I occupied myself with school, family, close friends and work.

I turned overexhausted when it comes to blogging.

But i guess i'm not that tired today.

So i guess i wanna keep my blog smelling afresh? Haha.

For the past few days, i've been too busy. A lot, and i mean A LOT of things happened unexpectedly. Jyeah, tell me about it.

Currently, i'm listening to 25 Minutes by Michael Learns To Rock.

I swear this song made me turned emo. HAHA.

Berfeeling feeling jiwang la yee. x)

My lifeline is going on good so far, though there were moments where it's totally fucked up.

Oh wells, it runs around to all individuals ey.

About my love life...i've no comment. Haha.

But i miss him so much, though i managed to meet him the other day!

God knows how happy i was. :D

I guess that's about it?

Oh gosh. Look how freaking dull my blogskin is. Gotta EXTREME makeover about my blog.

So long.

I hope to see you again soon, sir.♥

Hatred is beauty, 5/12/2010 11:00:00 PM.

6.5.10

I'm bored.

I'm in class right now having MFDI lesson.

I like the lesson but i despise when it comes to theory and lecture.

It takes the teacher forever to complete the topic.

So right now, i am just waiting for break time cos i'm superly duperly huingry to the max.

And after break, i wanna do practical. Fucking major project. 5 more pages to complete the document.

Just imagine if everyday (except Friday) is like this, I'll be like a zombie.

I hate to wake up early and be in school by 8.30. Pftt.

But i love MFDI, so i have to sacrifice.

Many things are running in my mind now.

MANY.

I don't know what am i thinking about.

But one thing's for sure that someone is on my mind 24/7.

Dearest, you know who you are.

I've been dying to meet you and hug you so damn tight.

But both of us with our daily tight schedule, each of our own.

Fuck our lives. =(

But i really hope that i'll meet you. It's been a month over since i last met you.

I'm missing you every now and then.

Hatred is beauty, 5/06/2010 09:38:00 AM.