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25.2.10


Happy 17th birthday to you, Mr Camel.
Though i'm no longer your classmate, i do still treasure our friendship.
You see, i do still treasure friends like you,
even though you're such a nuisance at times,
the one that provides laughing medicine,
the rescuer of boredom during lessons,
making fun of others and the teachers that we hate.
I miss your craps and jokes.

Enjoy your day, Abdul Rahman.
A friend like you, i will not forget in near future. :)

Much love,
Syarm 'the Buffalo'. (LMAO!)

Hatred is beauty, 2/25/2010 09:01:00 PM.
22.2.10



My world and your world are now foes. You are no longer my friend. My attitude feeds your ego. Your ego feeds my hatred, and my hatred feeds our argument and thus end it just like the rain has finished pouring. 


Not only i hate you, but there are A LOT who hates you as well, midget.


I know you still care about me as a friend, but i am not you.
Cos whatever you said to me, never can i forgive you.
Too late to tell all your "truth" to us, cos in the end, we knows all the words from your mouth are all lies.


Once again, fuck off from our lives.
Thank you.

Hatred is beauty, 2/22/2010 01:43:00 PM.
13.2.10


I love FVCKING HATE Valentine's Day!

And so the definition of Valentine's Day means;

Valentine's Day is nothing but a day for people in relationships to rub it in other people's faces.


Oh wells, Happy fvcking Valentine's Day. Let's ruin the happiness jyeah.

However, i am fvcking glad Dave Ellefson is back with Megadeth. In your face suckas! _|_

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Hatred is beauty, 2/13/2010 10:42:00 PM.
7.2.10


I hope that i can go gigs for this month. Cos there's freaking loads of gigs coming up this month and i am pretty sure my schedule's gonna be packed. Wooo!
However, there's no way i am going to paitao the gig cos I need to let off the inner me desperately!


Mosh Party 4, Rock-A-Thon, Mass Ritual I and Mass Ritual II.


4 gigs that i might be attending this month.


Haiyoooo, nampaknya pokai lah aku tak lama lagi. Tsktsk.

Hatred is beauty, 2/07/2010 08:51:00 PM.
4.2.10

I was getting ready for work. Ironed my uniform. Get myself ready. Wore my shoes when suddenly i had a call from my aunt.


Jawdropped. Unexpected. We don't even think it will happen this way. At work, i was doing my work constantly and no one told me to pause for a moment. I was stoning all the way and i didn't realise what was i doing at work. 


When i received the news, without hesitation,  i called my dad, my aunt and everyone that i can call. 
I told them, that my UNCLE passed away, unexpectedly. My uncle is my dad's brother. Even my dad didn't know the new UNTIL i told him how he died, etc. Inallilah is all he could say.


Frankly speaking, I've never been this sad when someone passed away. But this uncle of mine was so dearly to me. I treated him like my own father.


I'm not going to school tomorrow. Gonna visit the funeral. I'm sad. I'm remembering those past times when my uncle was alive. 


Death waits for no mankind. It happens anytime, anywhere.


Rest in peace, and may Allah bless your soul. I'll miss you. :'(

Hatred is beauty, 2/04/2010 11:47:00 PM.
2.2.10

In classroom now, damn bored, sleepy, stoning to this computer screen. 
I am really really really really really really sleepy. 
No, i am not lying.

The randomness about the iPad joke i created is still in my mind. 
I wish the invention does exist. Ain't that cool.

Fvck my teacher. She speaks like a machine gun and the lesson is very dull.

I want some Metallica now. No no no, maybe some sleep will be the best choice. 

And yes i am fvcking hungry.

Now you know why. Cos i've been typing bullshit in this post cos my mind's empty, so does my stomach.

I don't even know what am i typing here. Really. I just follow what ever my concious ask me to. 

I WANNA EAT. AND SLEEP. Bye.

Hatred is beauty, 2/02/2010 10:37:00 AM.

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