I realised i'm being such a jinx to EVERYONE who is close to me. Whatever i do, seems to be all wrong. I realised all these while, my life is being tested on the line. I realised that i'm the
sun to everybody's eyes. I can feel their hatred and pain towards me. I can tell it the moment they show/tell their expressions to me. Fuck you, i'm not being emotional. I'm just splatter all it out here. Cos it has been on my mind almost all the time. Seriously people, what's the use of living? I just can't stand the fact that i am actually a bloody inhumane to others. That's why people treated me so bad. I know you people don't need me. So stop being a drama fuckin' mama that you miss me or whatfuckinshits. Fuckin' tool piece of bullock.
Hatred is beauty, 4/05/2010 02:38:00 AM.