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15.3.10


YOU CAN DO THAT?
- Taken from Afiq's favorite line.

For the past few days, i get easily irritated. I don't know what the hell is wrong with me.
What makes me behave this way? Is it because of my swollen eye or just my moodswing?
I guess hubby was right, i am different for the past few days.
I have been feeling so negative for the past few days.
I've no confidence in what i am doing. I'm trying to find the key to the question but i simply don't know how.

I need to get positive. I want my positive Syarm to come back to me. I hate to be pessimistic. It makes me like a useless girl. Where's my optimism gone to? 
Bitch, clean yourself inside out. Don't get your ass seated in front of this bloody comp, you wrecked useless woman! -.-

I need my conscious back to me. Get all my senses right. WAKE THE FUCK UP, SYARMILLLLLL-A!

On the doomier side of life, i miss YOU to the fucking maximum. I mean it, dearest. 

Hatred is beauty, 3/15/2010 09:08:00 PM.

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