29.12.09
I feel that the world is leaning on my shoulders.
I feel that even i have friends, they're invisible to me.
I feel that, people treat me as an invisible air.
I feel that, no matter how much good deeds i did in my life, no one will remember my good deeds.
I feel that, instead of remembering my good deeds and favour i've done for them, i get betrayal in return.
I feel that, when they're no longer my friends, they're my official foes.
I feel that, people treat me like a rubbish chute.
I feel that, i belong to nobody.
I feel that, even there's my boyfriend, i feel alone.
I feel that, i am a piece of shitcake to everybody.
I feel that, people hate me for no reason.
I feel that, if i made a mistake, people can hate me.
I feel that, God is my only friend.
I feel that, for those who do not believe in God are the most dumbest person in the universe.
I feel that, if an Atheist were to read that, i may be fvcked up and down.
I feel that, even if i were to get fvcked, they should know i have the rights to type what the fvck i want in my own blog.
In other words, i am all alone in this world.
Parents and God are my only lifesavers.
Hatred is beauty, 12/29/2009 03:16:00 AM.
