6.10.09

The day you left me, i was all alone. Why is fate harsh on you? Why must you leave me, suffering all alone. I've no one to turn to in this family other than you. Though you're not a human, but i know deep down inside you, you do think like a human being. When i'm sad, you quickly jump on the bed and sit beside me. When i'm happy, you'll ask for food. When i'm sleeping, you would go into my room and sleep in as well. But now, everything changed. Your absence are killing me. I know you can't reincarnate but i know up in heaven, you're watching me. When will i die, just to see your face again, Ferra? When? I wanna die. I hate living in this pathetic, humiliating world. I wanna play with you up there. I wanna spend my time with you up there.

I miss doing wrestling with you.

I miss when you scratched me with your sharp claws.

I miss bathing you.

I miss feeding you.

I miss your green sparkling eyes.

I miss doing "hi-5" with you.

I miss seeing you rolling on the ground outside the house.

I miss playing catching with you within the house.

I miss when you hide under the bed away from me.

I miss seeing you "kangkang" your legs.

I miss hitting your big but sexy butt.

I miss pissing off at you.

I miss being angry with you when you drink my drink in a cup.

I miss kissing you.

I miss hugging you.

I miss everything that happened between me and you.

I miss you very much, sweety pie Ferra. :'(

Hatred is beauty, 10/06/2009 10:08:00 PM.