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16.8.09

SUPEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEER SENSITIVE! URGHHHH!

I don't know what the flying fuck is wrong with me today. For the whole day at my aunt's place, i'm so moody and being so sensitive.
Whenever i look at my sister trying out my aunt's outfit, which is supeeeeeeeeer dupeeeeeeeeeeeer small, i felt the jealousy inside.
I find myself fat and hell yes, i have flabs all around my body.
Call me anorexic, i totally don't give a little damn.
However, i must calm myself down cos it's useless for me to get sensitive for the whole day.

Also, sorry for not updating yesterday. I was totally busy with family and stuffs.
Accompanied mum to the doctor at 8pm plussss as her whole body has rashes. Poor ma. :(
Fortunately, the rashes are quite gone, for now.
So, after accompanied ma home, went to meet Schlechtes Pferd and Fabian the fab total and we lepak-ed at 159. Was home at about 12 midnight.
Went home, sister and her friend wanna buy some things for the household appliances.
We went to MCP supermarket, lepak-ed, yadayada, took some pics, went home by 2am.
Pferd and Fab texted me that the last bus went already. I felt guilty you know. It's like my fault sia. Fortunately they have a friend that stays at Bedok so they went there.
As what Fab texted last night; "you see la, Jesus got taking care of Fabian one." which is obviously a LOL! Haha.


Oh Fabiaaaaaaaaaaaaan! If you are reading this, then it's good. Cos i want the pics that we took at 159! Thanks and sorry because of me, you guys missed the last bus. Heh. :D

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