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10.8.09

Happy 60th Birthday to my beloved mum! :)

Just a short so called poem or message, however you wanna call it. Especially for her.


Dear ma,
I wish you a happy belated birthday to you.
I wanna thank you from the bottom of my heart, cos without you, I'm a non existance in this world.
I thank God that i'm still alive till today and it's all thanks to you.

With your condition that you have been suffering for 20 years, you have not given yourself up.
Instead, you choose to be strong for me and for the family.
Without your strength and enduring the pain, and your faith towards God hoping that i wasn't born retarded, i may be such a misery to you and others.
I thank you for taking care of me with much love and concern.

I admit this.
I might be rude to you at times, but the fact is, i did that just to show you how much i love you.
How much i need you in my life.
I don't know how am i going to survive when you're no longer here.
Because you, you showed me which one is the right path and which is the wrong path.
I thank you for guiding me through a proper education, i thank you for spending things just for me, i thank you for how much you nag at me, because i know you want me for the better.
I love you ma. I always do.
& I sincerely apologise for all my wrongdoings and made you upset, just because of me.
Every mother wants a good attitude and educated child.
I will fulfill your wish. You're the one that has been supporting me throughout my 16 years of life.
I shall not disappoint you.
Before it's too late, i wanna make you happy.
& that i promise.
I love you, ma.

Terima kasih atas segala kasih sayang dan kebahagiaan yang ma beri kepada Syarmilla. :)

Syarm Hetf.♥

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