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14.4.09

WOW! JUST WOW!

Please la, kalau nak bangs sangat, gi potong jer la. Tak ada orang nak larang ko okay. Aku tau uh aku nyer bangs tak lawa, tapi nak speaking tu biar betol sikit uh. Kanina celeng!
Abeh tag kat tagboard aku as "kwn kau". Aper ni? Aku ader banyak kawan la. But please eh, be more fvcking specific. By doing so, at least you're being an honest person. But by just putting "kwn kau" is like you are a coward. Eh, please ey. Aku tak marah. But pleaaaaaaaase, kalau nak tag, letak nama sebenar ko okay? I'm open minded.


Okay cut the crap. These past few days, I've been so damn lethargic in school, and what's more during InFocus. My brain is always automatically switched off, and i tried to sleep in class but i simply can't. The class was always noisy and sometimes it's stuffy all of a sudden. And nowadays too, i'm eating lesser meals. This is not a good sign. I kept losing and gain weight. But currently, i've lost 4kg, within 2 weeks? Wait, why lost so much whereas i ate DAMN ALOT! Yes, i ate more that what you guys eat. I have to chew something every 3-4 hours. What's going on with my metabolism? What caused me to lose 4 kg, but ate alot at the same time? Don't tell me i'm stressful or something. In school, i'm fond of studying, with a happy and happening environment.
Also, don't tell me i lost of weight just because of NPCC? Oh wait, we slacked alot during NPCC. Oh shiiit, i'm wondering what caused this.

Also, mid year's hitting soon. I have to prepare for this, so that i can know what is like taking N and O level (God willing, if i make it through sec 5). Right now, i can cope with Maths, Physics, Mother Tongue, Chemistry and F&N. But for Eng, i totally heck care about it. Well, what's the point of doing newpaper summary and do lots of formal letter writing and book review? In my opinion, there's no abso-fvckin-lutely necessary to do such thing. At the end of the day, what you get is only the results from the Cambridge, not the assignments you've done all along.
In order to improve my English, Macmillan Dictionary and storybooks is what i only need.
Not those silly book review or newpaper summary. I find it totally ridiculous.

As for my Mother Tongue, proverbs is what i only study/memorise. To me, that's the most important thing for me to improve my second language.

Chemistry? Practice and study a lot. Yes, it is difficult, i find it difficult too. But actually, Chemistry is one of them that you can score well. So, just go with the flow.

As for Maths and Physics, not to mention it, you know it, PRACTICE and memorise the formulae. Hard i know, but that is the only way to score good marks/grades. Oh, Physics! I LOVE YOU! Cheh lame! :P
But seriously, i love physics since primary school, though i would not to be an electrician/technician or blah blah blah.

F&N/D&T? Just memorise will do. That will save you from failing. Only if we people are very hardworking.

Oh, did you guys realise that i didn't put Geog/SS as one of the subject(s) that i can cope? No right, but why? Cos the teacher simply sucks at teaching, nothing fun. Always teach us by powerpoint slides and lame games related to the subject(s). To be honest, i sucked at Geog. But SS is understandable cos somehow there's history around the globe. But Geog? Nature and agriculture stuffs? It's not that we're going to be tea planters or something. Seriously, GEOG SUCKS! But hey, too bad, have to pass as well in order to make it to sec 5. How much suffering can i take it man. Holy shiaaaaaaat, must score 19 and below points for both ENG and MATHS as well as 3 other subjects, which is just nice in total of all the subjects (except for malay) i'm sitting for N level. Luckily i'm taking O level Malay, kalau tak, mati!!

I guess i am done with my so called "useless lecture". I know, it's totally random and old for most of the readers out there. But I just wanna post this from what I've think about it.

By the way, good luck for the mid year exams TPSS. :D
Play hard and study hard.

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