17.3.09
Just read his blog.
I was rather sad and disappointing and guilty at the same time.
It was my fault. I didn't call him for the past two weeks.
I was being an idiot. Yes, i know there is such thing as house phone.
But i am too stupid to think about it.
And his decision is already been confirmed, his dropping the relationship.
I do still love him, always think of him night and day.
Thinking if he's okay, thinking if he's leading a normal life.
I always stared in the blanks, thinking of him only.
He didn't know, but God knows how much i missed him.
And what's worse is, my sim card lost. But will redeem new one by this week.
Maybe a new handphone. Hopefully.
Tell me, am i really an idiotic person for just not contacting him?
Right now, i am totally heart-broken. REALLY HEARTBROKEN.
And the guilty-ness inside me is growing, so does disappointment.
Right now, i'm just feeling like i'm going nuts and cry at the same time.
I guess, the whole scene was caused by this idiotic bitch named NURUL SYARMILLA.
Oh God, can i have my handphone back? I really do need to contact him. I missed him. I need to hear his voice badly. :'(
Urgh! Goddamn bitch, you're totally the most stupidest person on Earth.
Syarmilla Hetifeld.♥
I was rather sad and disappointing and guilty at the same time.
It was my fault. I didn't call him for the past two weeks.
I was being an idiot. Yes, i know there is such thing as house phone.
But i am too stupid to think about it.
And his decision is already been confirmed, his dropping the relationship.
I do still love him, always think of him night and day.
Thinking if he's okay, thinking if he's leading a normal life.
I always stared in the blanks, thinking of him only.
He didn't know, but God knows how much i missed him.
And what's worse is, my sim card lost. But will redeem new one by this week.
Maybe a new handphone. Hopefully.
Tell me, am i really an idiotic person for just not contacting him?
Right now, i am totally heart-broken. REALLY HEARTBROKEN.
And the guilty-ness inside me is growing, so does disappointment.
Right now, i'm just feeling like i'm going nuts and cry at the same time.
I guess, the whole scene was caused by this idiotic bitch named NURUL SYARMILLA.
Oh God, can i have my handphone back? I really do need to contact him. I missed him. I need to hear his voice badly. :'(
Urgh! Goddamn bitch, you're totally the most stupidest person on Earth.
Syarmilla Hetifeld.♥
Hatred is beauty, 3/17/2009 11:13:00 PM.
