6.2.09
Hello there.
Sorry if i didnt get to update yesterday. My comp was really case kaysiao. On off on off.
Tebiat! Green letter havn't stated that my comp is going nuts. Lol.
Well, today I've mixed feelings.
At first in school lessons were fine. In fact, i like it.
Friends really make me laugh and talk alot.
Sec 2 cadets really pissed me off.
And him, gahhh no comment. Don't wanna talk about it.
The more i think of it, the stresser i would get.
NPCC went horribly for me. Especially when it comes to me and the bloody sec 2 cadets.
Cheebye sia, they owe me 9 mins of PT and this time around, they made Zarifah fed-up.
Fed-up of what reason also i don't know.
They were given three minutes to change to pt-kit.
And they delayed for four minutes. And that's where changing parade started.
Change back to their uniform and given four minutes.
And they delayed even more! For extra 7 minutes!
Change back to pt again. This time around i think 3 minutes given.
And delayed for two minutes.
After that i don't what happen next. Syakiran called me that Namirah wants me to do PT for the sec 1.
They were great. Truly awesome. They didn't complain that they're tired. I'm happy for them.
Keep up the great discipline guys! GAAHHHHH! They really deserve good compliments.
I hope these good attitude will lead them all the way by the time they reach sec 4.
I'M HAPPY FOR THE SEC 1 ONLY.
But still, i'm pissed off for the sec 2. They have to really change their bad attitude to good one, just like last year. Don't think you guys are already in sec 2 doesn't mean you can slack as much as you want.
Fyi, when you're in sec 2, that is the worst year.
Why did i say that?
Cos you'll be going through ATC this year, Venus.
And ATC is already considered torturing.
Don't even think about the survival camp.
I guess it's harder than ATC.
And you'll get countless punishments from your CIs.
Don't even mention them, during PT, you'll get it too.
Gahhh dah uh. Bodoh siaaaak!
And i'm kinda no mood.
I don't know what's going on with me now.
I really wanna concentrate on my studies.
I wanna make it to sec 5.
And i'm grounded, unless my parents allow me to go out.
Gosh, i need a break.
Fate's giving me a test to all these.
Oh God, I'm really stress and kinda depress.
Somebody cheer me up. :'(
I'm sorry if i made you feel this way. I didn't mean to make you have that attitude. I'm trully sorry honey. :(
Syarmilla Hetfield.♥
Sorry if i didnt get to update yesterday. My comp was really case kaysiao. On off on off.
Tebiat! Green letter havn't stated that my comp is going nuts. Lol.
Well, today I've mixed feelings.
At first in school lessons were fine. In fact, i like it.
Friends really make me laugh and talk alot.
Sec 2 cadets really pissed me off.
And him, gahhh no comment. Don't wanna talk about it.
The more i think of it, the stresser i would get.
NPCC went horribly for me. Especially when it comes to me and the bloody sec 2 cadets.
Cheebye sia, they owe me 9 mins of PT and this time around, they made Zarifah fed-up.
Fed-up of what reason also i don't know.
They were given three minutes to change to pt-kit.
And they delayed for four minutes. And that's where changing parade started.
Change back to their uniform and given four minutes.
And they delayed even more! For extra 7 minutes!
Change back to pt again. This time around i think 3 minutes given.
And delayed for two minutes.
After that i don't what happen next. Syakiran called me that Namirah wants me to do PT for the sec 1.
They were great. Truly awesome. They didn't complain that they're tired. I'm happy for them.
Keep up the great discipline guys! GAAHHHHH! They really deserve good compliments.
I hope these good attitude will lead them all the way by the time they reach sec 4.
I'M HAPPY FOR THE SEC 1 ONLY.
But still, i'm pissed off for the sec 2. They have to really change their bad attitude to good one, just like last year. Don't think you guys are already in sec 2 doesn't mean you can slack as much as you want.
Fyi, when you're in sec 2, that is the worst year.
Why did i say that?
Cos you'll be going through ATC this year, Venus.
And ATC is already considered torturing.
Don't even think about the survival camp.
I guess it's harder than ATC.
And you'll get countless punishments from your CIs.
Don't even mention them, during PT, you'll get it too.
Gahhh dah uh. Bodoh siaaaak!
And i'm kinda no mood.
I don't know what's going on with me now.
I really wanna concentrate on my studies.
I wanna make it to sec 5.
And i'm grounded, unless my parents allow me to go out.
Gosh, i need a break.
Fate's giving me a test to all these.
Oh God, I'm really stress and kinda depress.
Somebody cheer me up. :'(
I'm sorry if i made you feel this way. I didn't mean to make you have that attitude. I'm trully sorry honey. :(
Syarmilla Hetfield.♥
Hatred is beauty, 2/06/2009 11:05:00 PM.
